Just Getting It off My Chest!

Subject: Giving Us The Boot
Time: 7:29:00 PM EDT
Author:  cherry2sweet2eat
Mood:  Angry

AOL is Getting Rid Of Us Bloggers. So now we have to find a new shelter to go to I really enjoyed meeting alot of you if you decide not to change and to leave journaling permantly you can continue to email me at Cherry2sweet2eat@aol.com. Since im such a smart ass and i have to leave aol the same way i came in (Sassy) Here is my version of why they are getting rid of us.

So Yea im spreading the word if you dont know already AOL is giving us the boot! Its a conspiracy it wont be away to long and when they do come back i bet you they will try and charge us for that too! I got word that the Kids from mars needed more computer space so they can continue keeping records of the AOL users they are kidnapping one by one. I hope you got your aluminol Foil Brain Protector On I Do, and if that dont work run AWAY from the Beam Of Light because it sure aint heaven calling you.

I found my Safe Haven over at blogger like many others are moving spread the word to all your j-land friends and family that Blogger is the party place to be AOL has become to.....70's i can picture the boss now while he is ordering changes. Multicolor Bell Bottoms (TIGHT!!) A Open Shirt with his Nappy Chest hair sticking out and a Greasy Elvis Hair-do and not looking for a change.

Heres My New Blog Ladies and Gents please come with me :)

http://realisticallyinsanecherry.blogspot.com/

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Subject: After The Storm
Time: 1:29:20 PM EDT
Author:  cherry2sweet2eat
Mood:  Groggy
Music:  Lions,Tigers and Bears- Jazmine Sullivan

Rain Rain Go Away

This Rain has been terrible all this week. Im so tired of it. I worked yesterday and was soaking wet going in and soaking wet coming out. Thats not good for my health! When i got off my pants were soaked up to my knees and the umbrella had water running down the back and dropping on the back of my shirt. My shoes were squishy which i hurried up and rushed them home to dry before they started stinking. Low and Behold when i got outside of my Neighborhood the rain stopped and guess what i saw something i never get to see alot so i snapped away until i got a photo I liked. A Rainbow. I got sick after that. From being soaking wet my back hurts now so i have been laying around and playing on my computer.

Work

Still very hected and crazy. Im starting to feel the same about this job the way i felt about F.Y.E. Time to quit. I've come so close to knocking a customer upside her head it didn't make any sense. Yesterday when i was at work a lady come in about a coupon. They irk me as to how cheap they are always trying to get over with old coupons if you cant afford it don't live beyond your means by shopping here. I was telling the lady about two coupons that are out one is a peel off that dont start til the 1rst the other is active now she kept talking over me so how was she expecting to hear what i trying to explain to her. Of course her rude as had something to say "Forget it i must not be speaking your language!" Excuse you B**ch?! I told her your right "No Hablo English" And walked off. Came back ten mins later and guess what dumbass was still standing there. I rung her up and she realized my sense of mood changed and she wanted to be nice all of a sudden. Whatever.

Motivation

This is motivation to go to school. Im not a peoples person and i dont handle disrespect to good you disrespect me best believe you will get the same treatment. Thank good i am off today and tomorrow because i need that break away from work to get myself, my temper and sometime for me. I contacted the school to see what would be done about me not taking my SAT and i still havent got a call back im going to call them today again. Retail isnt my profession. More Motivation is a 2-7, "W" Everytime i turn around this chickenhead is so worried about me and what im doing. The other day when i had an Headache and still came in to work she comes in he break room infront of alot of people "Your register was short 300 dollars" It irked me because your not supposed ot do that you pull them aside and not even that it aint your place to tell me your just a 2-7 a cashier with a little more power than me! So i told her "it aint my fault i didn't close that register i left at 3". "It Doesnt matter" was her reply.

Sure i said and went straight to the boss and told her what happen my manager was a little irked and said "it did matter because you werent the only one on that register and you didnt even CLOSE!"  Thats why i love my manager "N". She told me don't worry about it go head to work i will get things sorted out and figure out what happened.

Sick

Im off to take my medicine i will update tomorrow. Later.

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Subject: Back In Action
Time: 12:58:03 PM EDT
Author:  cherry2sweet2eat
Mood:  Cheerful

New Computer.

I got me a new CPU For 175 a 2.8 something he gave it to me for 175 because my uncle goes there alot and he hooked me up originally the 2.4 was 175 and the 2.8 was 195 so i saved money. Im loving my new computer already its so fast and no i don't have vista yet i will wait until XP is obselete to upgrade it right now every program and stuff still excepts it.

PSP

I will be back to psp i just have to save and find tubes i like to work with that may take a while before im on my feet.

Work

Work is good they are giving me crazy hours. Two days ago my legs were hurting me though i think my sickle cell was acting up from me being on my feet to long. They called for me to come in earlier today i told them i will see that means "no" in my language let them wait. I will no longer be working there unless im scheduled for that time. Them customers really want a foot up there asses sometimes so i stay away until im needed lol.

School

I called the school "Harcum College" and left a message for this guy letting him know i didnt take my SAT and what can i do to substitute that or how can i go about taking them i havent gotten a call yet and that message was left on his phone Monday. I guess i will have to call him again.

Journal

Sorry i havent been around my computer has been acting really crappy i guess it heard from the speakers that i was getting rid of him lol. I will be reading journals more and i will be trying to update more often for you ladies and gents best believe if im not commenting i am reading!!

Have a good day.

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Subject: Computers not working right
Time: 1:17:41 PM EDT
Author:  cherry2sweet2eat
Mood:  Angry


Im turning off my alerts my computer isnt working right at all im supposed to get a new one friday if not i will just have to reinstall aol and try some other things until then see ya ladies and gents

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Subject: Pics Of My Piercing
Time: 2:36:39 PM EDT
Author:  cherry2sweet2eat
Mood:  Adventurous

 

Right After I don't know if you can see the redness around it.

Puckering Up its so cute when i do that.

I luv it. Especially When it Twinkles.

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Subject: Look At Me!
Time: 5:54:17 PM EDT
Author:  cherry2sweet2eat
Mood:  Chillin'

Work

Work is good still getting crazy hours and guess what i don't have anything to complain about. There is this guy at my job is who 18 or 19 and i think he is cute i flirt with him as much as possible but i don't think he notices it Young Men..lol I have his myspace page now so i am going to friend request him. Since i have been working i have been getting goooood hours. I changed my availibility so it seems that i get more day time hours which is great because im tired of traveling home by myself so late at night and especially on weekends.

Peircing

I have a peircing on my face its soooo cute. It looks like a little peice of glittering just sitting there and sparkling. You know where marilyn monroe's mole is? Thats where i got it peirced. I have been wilding out lately with the tats and peircing but im just expressing myself and having fun.

School

Well guess what ladies i might be starting school soon. I have an application sitting here right in front of my face as i type. For what school Harcum College for Vet Tech. If they except me i am going to be so happy. On the down side im scared and feel as though im a dummy. But whats the worse that can happen? I have a checklist to go by of things i need. Highschool Transcripts, Letter Of recommendation, Sat Scores, Written Essay. I contacted my homebound Teacher Mark for my Highschool Transcripts and letter of recommendation he told me to call him in the morning so he can gather all of that up. As far as my SAT scores i don't remember taking it so will the school make me take a test just to get in? Im not the brightest lightbulb in the bunch. I'm Scared but excited.

Parents

The best part about school is seeing my father so happy. I remember he was happy when is started working and liking my job but he is happier. Texting me more and calling me more telling me which aunts to contact for help with Loans and to call his wife for help with this and that. My mom onthe other hand seems non chalant about it. I mean when i was just working and didnt want to go to school all i heard was "you need to go to school" now she seems at peace that im doing it. She did help me with the application a little other then that she seems pleased.

Eagles vs. Cowboys

Eagles got they ass beat!! I hate that team and im from philly and my mom is a cowboys fan. T.O Showed Donnovan mcnabb didn't he? Oh well they play my team next "Steelers" i bet Reece 35 bucks that my team would win, yes we still keep in contact.

Anyway

Have some journals to go read see ya later.

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Subject: Up My Meds!
Time: 12:10:32 AM EDT
Author:  cherry2sweet2eat
Mood:  Annoyed

Working has become about the money and not just something the do. Like i was working because i like it it made me feel important and responsible and so many other things but right now it makes me sick. I was reading something on how you know when your ready to quit. 1. You watch the Clock , 2. You dread waking up and going and i forgot the rest and honestly thats me. I wanted to quit when i really had this real rude and nasty bitch in my line and i was seriously going to go out in the parking lot and beat her down but know....WOOOSAHHHHH!!! I just breathed in and out and let it go.

Day by day the customers get worse and worse and i never thought it would be like this i mean come the hell on. Its gotten to a point where i know that i don't want this my whole life and that if i really want to be a vet tech then i need to go for it the worse i can do is fail and if i fail i will pick myself up and dust myself off and try something else i want to do. Because retail isnt for me. At first i was cool with this one manager lets just call her C. Now i don't really like her at all. She is a bitch she kisses the customers ass like crazy and every time i page her she wants to growl and fuss like damn what else you want me to drop my pants and bend over for them like you do? But thats not even the principal her attitude is. I wanted to go back there one day and tell her ass off im an adult like you so respect me because i can get nastier than you! Well Today i got a credit app and no one announced the magic number so it can come down from 7 to 6. And no one said thank you "diama' lol. (Its what they do) So i went back there it was late like 8:30 today and we dont have many customers on sunday so i can leave my register plus it was two other cashiers. I went and got my candy and joked with C about me wanting my hard work noticed.

Now this is where another chick the head POS basically comes in. She was in the back at customer service because after i got my candy i went back for a sip of water from the fountain mind you we were the only souls in the store almost. Her name is S. So she is sitting there staring at me and i asked her what then she goes "oh you know C is pissed with you about how you came all the way back for some candy" then she had to throw her two cents in "and you been away from your register all day" first off who gives a damn about what C is mad about she aint the manager that hired me so i dont have to kiss her ass.  Second off i always go back to retrieve my own cand with all the other managers so why is it a big problem all of a sudden? Because of the day a customer reported me because i wouldnt make the trick happy? Who cares! Third off no i havent been away from my register so get outta my face.

So i said "see retail aint for me thats why i don't like yall" half joking half serious. and then S says "and you think we like you?" I laughed at her. This is yall career this is just momentary for me sweet hearts. Im not going to change me for no one i don't care who you are.

Tattoo

Guess what. My tat isnt there anymore why it got infected. I don't recommend a foot tattoo if your a hard worker and your constantly on your feet and switching shoes and don't have time for it to properly heal like i didnt. So im not upset i actually expected it. I have to go get it check out least it doesnt hurt anymore but it still looks infected a tad bit other then that its healing fine but it might leave a tiny little heart scar...still cute lol!! So im not going back to him anymore because i dont like how he treated his dogs when i was there plus i will not get another foot tattoo as long as i am on my feet. My friend sheena doesnt work therefor her foot tattoo was able to heal properly.

Harcum

I am going to request information for this school but this time i am going to seriously apply. Like i said whats the worst i can lose. Im doing it for me!

Good night ladies & gents

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Subject: Busy Me
Time: 10:05:52 PM EDT
Author:  cherry2sweet2eat
Mood:  Anxious

Ashamed

Im ashamed of myself for not updating sooner. I be so tired from working now i know what working feels like. Wednesday i did 10AM til 8:30pm. I was exhausted.

Blockbuster returned my money and i called my bank to see if i could get the money back from them that they took out of my check and they stated that it was blockbusters error and not theirs so basically no. Im pissed and i want to find a better bank asap!

My job has really been killing me. I said i would work weekends but they are running it in a hole i mean damn im 20 i want to go clubbing and have fun and all that but i can't because i have to sit up there with them ignorant ass customers and wait on them hand and foot...So i told my manager about the weekends and he said he can see what he can do. I would appreciate it. Wednesday i was the only cashier there for about 4 hours!

I don't remember if i posted about the lady at my job that rushed me or not i forgot where i left off. Well she was closing one night and i like to count my register slow and double check and make sure its right. She catches the bus, the same bus as I and she just kept saying how it shouldnt take so long and then she told the other cashier im so slow she was just trying to play me in front of him. She just a bunch of drama for nothing really. She threw me off count and i just shoved money in my draw not caring. I told my manager the next morning she told me she heard of this problem with her before and to take my time. Take all the time you need she told me, she also said that she gets lost on the change i felt better than. I told her i never had to count a draw down at any of my jobs so its new to me and its going to take me a while to get used to it! Well she told me dont worry so i felt better.

Tattoo.

Yes i got my first tattoo. My friend sheena knows this guy and she is his tattoo model so basically she gets all the tats she wants for free as long as she promotes him and his work and help him with parties and stuff like that. He wanted me so we get paid for it which is cool whateverhe makes from a party we get 10 percent and tattoo artists makes lots of money at parties.  Well i got my tatt in the worse spot ever just to see how it feels, my foot. Its just a little black heart with an arrow through it. Here is some pictures even though it only hurted on one side badly im still thinking about adding some stuff im not sure yet.

 

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Subject: Blue Dayz Darker Nightz
Time: 4:08:46 PM EDT
Author:  cherry2sweet2eat

I don't even got time for a graphic for this entry!

I can't explain my mood lately. Well Yes i can. I feel like im going back to those highschool dayz where nothing mattered when day was night and night was day. Where i stayed in my room and cried and never understood why.

Money

Everyone taking money from me. PNC, Blockbuster, Magazines. Blockbuster charged me over 121 for games that were returned the day it was due. And is reece helping the situation no! I just cursed them out and told the store manager dont be surprised when she wake up and its no more blockbuster on that corner. I know i was wrong but i was angry. I have to pay PNC 121 Damn dollars from them overdrawing my account! This is the third time this week i had to pay PNC some damn money im sick of them. They dont post charges to your account til like 8 damn days later they are a set up! So i been thinking about setting them up. They are waiting for my job to deposit my check friday so they can take the money outta there! So i was going to go open a commerce account and let my job deposit my check there so PNC gets what..NOT A DAMN DIME!

These FREE magazines that i signed up for at my old job F.YE. got me an overdraft fee as well so i was trying to get in touch with them because A I canceled them damn magazines so the whole time money was dissapearing outta my account it was THEM!

Well its reeeces fault about blockbuster so friday morning i will be there with him to cash his check so i can get my damn money. Due to pnc i been broke for 3 weeks straight and i cant pay my cell phone bill now so it will get cut off soon. I wish i was a child again when i had no worries and problems and no one trying to get this that and this from me and outta me.

Work

I hate them customers since i havent had my prozac i been wanting to break a few necks. I told one man to get out of my line cuz he knew he heard me say my line was closed they are worse then the other place i was. They really dont care and expect to be treated like kings and stuff. I mean i don't make prices thats whati say and ima buy ashirt especially for them that says "Got A Problem with a Price Go To Customer SERVICE Cashiers Just get you the hell outta the store SO GET OUT!" Okay so im tripping...i need my medz i feel like im losing it for real. I just been upset and angry maybe because of the money situation i don't know im just stressing.

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Subject: Worn Out
Time: 1:08:42 AM EDT
Author:  cherry2sweet2eat
Mood:  Crappy

            

I feel So Bad Today

All Together Lets just say i didn't have a good day. I mean it was good nothing i can really complain about but still bad..lol My day started out well as usual just a little exhausted. One bad thing that Happen Was my homecare nurse had to stick me twice this morning to acess my port, funny thing about it is they call themselves "professionals"..Right.

Working

I had a girl shadow me today. Shes cool i first met her at orietation. She didn't start working the same day i did i wish she would have then i wouldnt have to train her and have her shadow me because i woke up just feeling crappy. I just wanted my space and im not one for training anyone anyway why would they give her to me when i have only been working since monday?

I got a credit today just like i did monday when i started working this lady (must be a manager of something they have so many) she came up and gave me a hi-five for getting the Kohls Charge Card Sign -Up LOL! I didn't get my candy though..hmm have to see about that tomorrow lol i can go for another kit kat.

One customer came up and before that i was feeling a little weird, like woozy and stuff. She came up harrassing about a damn coupon she left at home, oh well what am i to do? You know how many times i hear customers say that just so they can get a 15% off discount. Anyway thats when my headache came, well migraine i suffer with them and i havent had one in a while but this wasnt my usual headache. The back of my neck hurt, my ears and everything it was just alot of pressure maybe a tension headache? It was killing me when i bent over to get a bag while my friend was ringing her up i said loudly "God i have a migraine" and stood back up pinching the top of my nose. She then (customer) asked me again about a coupon and i told her i don't know and we don't have any coupons..." What are you having a bad day?" First off she don't know me to think she can tell i was having a bad day because i wasnt i just started working there i dont know about a damn coupon you only brought a few items off clearence leave me alone. I told her i had a headache lol.  She left i was glad my friend said she was stupid because she sat there and hear me say what was wrong. Oh well

My headache didn't go away. I came straight home for work around 4 and slept until 10 everytime i woke up it was still there its gone right now but im not gonna jinx myself i hope it doesnt come tomorrow i don't like it messing with my work because i love my job and i can tolerate it but not when i have a headache.

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