Jessica's thoughts & feelings

Well, lets see last weekend we had a surprise birthday party to go to. It was for my BIL Aaron. He was celebrating his 30th. They had it at a bowling alley and so they shut down 10 lanes just for his party and the bar. It was really fun.....UNTIL the end, then it got WEIRD! Ok, I'm not gonna go into detail but a friend of mine who also happens to be with my hubby's cousin tried to kiss me. I've know this girl for several years now and I have to say I was in shock when it happened. ( A bit of a WTH, disoriented shock due to the alcohol) Haven't talked to her sense it happened. I tried calling her but I think she's embarrassed. I just want to get a hold of her and let her know it's ok and that we can put it behind us, I don't want her to feel uncomfortable now. She was really drunk and she's been dealing with a lot and has not been very happy lately and I know she woke up and was like WTH did I do.

Ok, on to something else, I finally talked to my sister, and SAW her. She looked good, Looked a lot healthier and happy and she's got the cutest lil bump and so we talked a lil and I just said that I hoped that this baby helps change her life. She seems to think it has and said she has something in her life that makes her want to change her life and something that makes her realize she HAS to change her life, so I am being supportive. That's all we ever wanted for her. To get her life back on track and get away from the drugs and lifestyle she was living. I'm really happy for her and I'm really praying that this IS it. I'd love to have my SISTER back and love to have a new niece or nephew. This will be my first blood niece or nephew. She's got a couple names picked out and Both my mom and I think it's a boy, so we'll see! I had this gut feeling when I first found out and then when I was talking to my mom she said, " Ya know this baby is gonna be a boy." and I was like WOW! That's whay I feel strongly it will be, how weird.

The loan process, it's still up in the air, still waiting. We've been approved but everything has to line up and get verified. I'm REALLY hoping this goes smoothly and trying to keep postitive that it will. So hopefullywe will sign right after the first of the year.

Today is the girls last day of school, they are getting out early and will start winter break. They are SO excited about Christmas, but what kids arn't lol! I am having them go through thier toys when they get home and we are gonna take the one's that are still in good condition down to a toy drive. Last year we had them give thier old coats they no longer wore to charity. Yes, we have them do it. We go down as a family and have the girls take thier things up to the people running it. I think it's good they learn that and help out. Makes them appreciate things more.

Well, that's about it for now, I'll try to update again soon.

- Jessica

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• #3 Comment from am4039 
  12/25/06 9:00 PM | Permalink

  You have been so busy. I hope you have a great Christmas.
  
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• #2 Comment from nightmaremom 
  12/20/06 4:02 PM | Permalink

  Wow.. you've been busy.  Glad to hear you saw your Sis.. I know how worried you have been.  I will keep sending good vibes.  Love the charity thing with the girls... it's a great tool to teach.
  hugs and Merry Christmas!
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• #1 Comment from freemansixpack 
  12/20/06 1:02 PM | Permalink

  I think the charity thing is a great idea. I'm sure the girls realy take it to heart when they do it. Such a good mama.
  love ya