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Thursday, October 25, 2007
1:01:00 AM EDT
Feeling Silly

my hair is turning grey

all is vanity by Allan Gilbert

 

Anywoo woo,

Yes I'm thinking of leaves changing to vivid colors, pumpkins having their guts ripped out, dressing alittle more risky, wine, music, sex, bonfires, ghosts, and candy....is that a song?  People, the great Halloween is upon us, and I am in the mood. SOOOO IN THE MOOD. I've had a long summer, and not the greatest...hey I can't complain, but I am used to more outrageous times....maybe I'm slowing down, maybe the rocking chair be calling me.............FuC@ that...just a slow summer.

 

But I expect winter to be hot, and fun filled.  I found out after months of worry, and dread that my thyroid is 100% cancer free. WOO HOO.  Next month I see another doctor to finish up my diagnosis to be sure. I sometimes, okay I always hole up in times of trouble and shocking enough do not talk too much about what is really on my mind. Oh I can ramble on like a chatty cathy  about little things. Or I can express my concerns for loved ones with great love and compassion, but when it comes to me I hide. The darker the better. I am a total bitch. (worse than usual) Friends stop calling, my family thinks that  I have finally jumped off the deep end..that I typically swim in anyway..so hopefully I can put that self indulgent shit behind me, and think of others for a change....funny how life points a finger directly at you, and all at once you have no clue what to do. Hide...run for the hills.

 

I give good advice, but suck at taking it. Now it's time to clean the bathroom...I like to to clean when I have shit on my mind. That's why my house is so messy...lmao. Get alittle ill, and this place is ready for the queen....lmao. luv to all And dammit it's October..the best month of the year...for me. Party, breathe it all in, and enjoy the night.

Miss ya Mortimer

 



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