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Hearing The Cure (thank god for the 80's)
long winded rant
Okay, it's been awhile..so this may not be pretty, but it's just one of those things that needs to be done...lol. I've not just avoided my journal...it's funny I have avoided alot of things....it's my inner bear. "The cave looks good to me thing." I'm trying to shake it.
Alot has happened, yet it's the song remains the same..if I can borrow that lyric. Anyway, I finally addressed the thyroid issue..yep I have been zapped by radioactive iodine, and I have gained 8 pounds since..dammit janet. My constant bitching about kids flying the coop has begun. Rob, (the baby 20 year old) moved to Mankato, MN. We helped move him last friday. I am strickened with an inner saddness that I cannot describe. Smack my dumbass please, but I cannot help but to feel my silly loon has left me forever.
Rob is the most like me out the of the two. He likes sick jokes, and stupid humor. My daughter (the other 21 year old baby) is was more serious, and into girly movies. She is moving soon too Chicago...I am gonna lose my mind. It will be just Andy and I. Sooooo the sex life will improve, but when that's said and done....then what? I am hyper...on the move, in constant motion..will he die an early death? Will I die an early death? Will I take up belly dancing? WHAT?
Maybe take up smoking again...not sure yet what will become of us. I am still a bartender, and I still bitch and moan about customers. I love to be mean to them, and make more money...it's like they pay me to hurt them...lol without the leather and whips..lmao. Friends have come and gone, some have moved, some have just been replaced because I am a loner at times and they cannot take me not being "on" all the time. The great pretender has hidden herself for a short period, and they have moved on I should say...I do not hold this against them...has I plot revenge...lol j/k
I survived the ugly pink (unforgiving) bridal dress and wedding from hell. I have battle scars to prove it...okay they are scars on the inside...but they still smart. I have discovered I am not nearly as sweet, and nice as I thought...you might get this from me too..but I could not possibly see why...lol. I miss my son, I miss my hyper active thyroid, and I miss my friends that flew at the first signs of me not being little miss perfect. I have loads to be thankful for..but I can still bitch here..and man I am feel like my clip is spent. RELOAD!
We had an Irish themed Christmas, and Thanksgiving...lmao....my daughter came up with this wonderful idea to go out and have a chinese dinner together. Well folks regardless of what the movies show....chinese resturants are CLOSED...no matter how far you drive. We ended up trying to do a last minute dive to the grocery, but they too close early. My cabinets had nothing to offer...so Ruby Tuesday's here we come. It was yummy, and fun. We had the place to ourselves with a hellva good server. She made us laugh, and we treated her like one of our family...plus the tip made her blush. I LOVED IT.
So it all worked out...I had a crab cake sandwich lol. Andy was red faced and having a duck fit, and he too came around. It was just us (the chapman family..it's okay...snap your fingers..we are cooky, and creepy) laughing, dining, and being a family....and damn here it comes...possibly our last thanksgiving with everyone still at home. Please someone drive to my house, come on in, and smack the holy hell out of me..lol what is this emotion? Is stupid an emotion...isn't this what I have been waiting for?
I miss everyone, and all the journals. I wanted to write, but felt to blah to express myself. I hope to be back and purging soon. I worked New Years eve...and guess who was our (not so experienced) barback, but cute as hell? Yep the hubby (Andy). We worked his sweet ass off...lol he was good too. The ladies liked him, and I felt alittle green monster growing inside, but I was way to busy to act on it. In the long run, I was glad he had the attention...married does not mean your dead. It can mean your wife will come across the bar and smack your skank ass if you get too friendly...lmao at least I could flirt with the help..lol so again it was a good thing..that does not need repeating. Jealous, loner, and crazy...I need some new shoes....stat.
luvs
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Hey, thanks for stopping by!
Oh, and by the way, I'd say take up the belly dancing!
Peace,
Cheri -
Glad to see that you are up and about....................
I missed you........ -
wow..so refreshing to read something REAL for a change..good to see you back...
Lyn
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Yay! That's my girl! Damn I've missed the banter!
Well, sorry to hear about the chicks flying the coop. I hope they will stay "close" to you even though they'll be far away. Thyroid & 8 lbs. Yuk. No food in your cabinets? Come on, I can't imagine that YOU the hostess with the mostest was baren. Pink chiffon and Chinese wanna be meals. Geesh.
Love hearing from you girl! Have a great '08!!
Sharon http://journals.aol.com/tpiez4me/CoastalComfort/
1/18/08 5:48 AM
You and hub take some time for yourselves. Belive me, you'll appreciate that. Write me anytime. If you want my phone number, shoot me an email. I hope you get to feeling better. I'd hate to have to come up there and smack you around.
Take care, kiddo. Hugs, Barb
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