COnfessions of a MAD Antique Dealer

STATUS QUO.....  that is the condition we have been in for the past  5 years.....nothing seems to be changing...work, more work, no rest, pissing into the wind. Working to pay off the expenses, credit cards.....making the banks, and the oil companies richer...so I am wondering...is it all worth it?

On the other hand,......I enjoy going to work everyday, being with my employees who are my friends, schmoozing with the customers....and buying and selling........

So I am torn from trying to make a major change.....to maintaining status quo and continuing what I know and love......but I am getting tired.....similar to a hamster in a treadmill. Then I think of the  condition of the country and the world, and almost feel guilty of complaining.......when I think of how so many people are having such a worse time........but when I look back.....I miss the trips to Europe, the auctions and shopping abroad, my friends on t he other side of the pond,...I miss the canals and windmills of HOLLAND, the friends and landscape of Hungary, the auctions and flea markets of Belgium.....

Yes, as you might have guessed, tonight I am allowing myself to feel depressed...I feel I am loosing my creative energy,......but I guess t hat most people go thru phases...and everyone can not be "UP" all t he time....and this t oo will pass.  I am disgusted with the news. disgusted with the war, disgusted with the government...even disgusted with all the candidates who are running  for president....Hillary and Obama, both are acting like stupid children, when  America is depending on one of them to save us from the corporations and industrial military complex.....and   all the rest of the REPUBLICANS

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