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Wednesday, October 26, 2005
October 2005
Thursday, October 27, 2005
8:36:00 AM EDT
Feeling Ecstatic

Another gorgous fall day


The last of the Friday night dance images and the start of the Friday morning stuff.  Well, yesterday I volunteered at the library and then picked up my New York friend and took her to the doctor.  I sat in the waiting area with a magazine this time.  Came back here and did little else.  Walked a bit and got some things e-mailed out.  That was about it.  I found another game on line that I liked.  It took me awhile to get use to it and in the short trail verison of it I got I never completely beat it.  So that was my yesterday.  I have an idea of something I want to do. I know it is probably a crazy one but that's ok.  We live in a world with craziness in it.  So I think it's find to be part of that.  
The weather is getting colder.  This house that I thought was so well insulated isn't so well insulated in the winter.  I know if I put curtains on the windows that it would help but I don't like curtains at this point in my life.  I'm tried of being the victim at least that's how it feels.  I need to figure out how I can grab life by the horns again but not in the same way I did when I was young.  I need to figure out a way to do it as an older person.  I don't care if I'm skiny that isn't important to me.  What's important is to be happy and I'm not there right now.  I have to be at the house between 8 and noon today because comcast is coming to set up for wireless internet.  Then I get sit in the bed and go online.  Not a big thing but it will make life a little easier.
Many days I feel lost and that is about it.  I feel like I'm going nowhere and all I'm doing is losing clients left and right.  So what do I do to combat this?  Put together a new portfolio and go after it.  In photography you can make more money that working a low paying job.  Maybe I can mix the two a little.  That would be nice.  

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