PriinCeSs*AriieL

okaii..i kiinDa be3n thiiNkiin abOut alOt. And ii've nOtic3d a few thingSz. 1. when im hurt..i taLk abOut ppl. 2. when i feel liike i have no one to turn to..i cry. and sOmetimeSz do stupiid thingSz. 3. i've onLy ev3r truSted ONE persOn in my ENTIRE life so muCh that ii tOld them EVERYTHING. when thereSz suiin i did thatSz so horrible and i cudnt tell no1..i tOld her..and she waSz a gOod liStener. 4. i lOst a gOod friiend..and im nOt sure why. alriGht..iim tir3d of everyOne elSe taLkiin and me nOt sayiin wat i gotta say. I kno thiSz iSz over and dOne with..but im dyiin thiiNkin wheth3r or nOt shyt cuda be3n diff3rent. sOo..aSz the smaRt oneSz knO..i had one tru friend..who never turn3d her baCk on me and who waSz there for me when i waSz bein a bitCh..Karelys. ded aSs..that waSz my niGga of alL niGgaSz..at timeSz when i diDnt truSt NOBODY..i wud truSt that bitCh wit my liife. shytSz chanGed thOo..i wuDnt say we grew apaRt..mOre liike..went our seperate waySz. And that stemSz frOm the whOle h3r beiin cOol wit RossieLy situatiiOn. I nev3r had a prOblem wit her beiin cOol wit her..i aCtualLy thOught it waSz cOol cuz ii for one waSz tiir3d of all the bullshyt drama. BUT..and thatSz a BIG one..ii waSz juSt huRt. Cuz nOt for nuiin..and if u read thiSz..nO offenSe..but ii didnt liike RossieLy..it aiNt for nuiin in paRticular..juSt the whOle.."u fiGht sum1..it aiNt a gOod idea to be cOol wit them"..yOu fe3l me?? and on tOp of that..alL that baby mama drama wit that guy..kareLys and her. When i say me and KarelyS waSz buddiieSz..i mean it to the poiiNt that iif she gOt be3f..iitSz miine..etc. NewhOo. Then wat got me mad waSz that all of a suDden KarelyS waSz liike buDdy buDdy wit her..and i kiinDa feLt betRay3d. Who wuDnt?? ii waSz lOsiin my BESTEST friiend to sum1 whO we bOth had prOblemSz wit..ii waSz kiNda cOnfuSed abOut the situaTiion..whiCh iSz why i waSz so stubbOrn abOut the situatiiOn and thatSz why i waSznt wilLin to taLk abOut it wit no1. But i duNno..itSz affeCtiin me..like im ded aSs mad sad riGht nOw..cuz i miSs Karelys..but i duNnO why cuz i prOmiSed myself i wuDnt. That prOmiiSe came wit the whOle fe3liin betray3d thiNg. But itSz juSt timeSz like these where i ne3d sOmeOne who knoSz me insiDe out..when it comeSz to boySz..famiiLy.."friendSz"..everything. ThereSz nOt a day that goeSz by in skOol that sOmeone dOnt aSk me "wat happened wit u and Karelys??"..and every day i juSt say i duNno..and thatSz the truth...i dOnt. i duNno why iim wriTin thiSz..cuz i caNt stand when ppl are iin my bizneSs..but..i dunno..nuinSz gOnna chanGe and watSz dOne iSz dOne. But i gueSs ii juSt want Karelys to knOo that it aiiNt how she thinkSz. It aiNt me hatiin..or me beiin a bitCh..iit waSz de3per than alL that bulLshyt. welL im tir3d of typiin. So im goNna go eat nOw..SmoocheSz..

~dat chiqk..Ariel

F.Y.I..the sOng chanGed liike 5 timeSz but i waSz on a rOlL..=]

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