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Saturday, February 25, 2006
7:42:00 PM EST

MY MOM CAME BACK HERE FOR THE SECOND TIME THURSDAY. GOSH SHE LOOKED AND ACTED WORSE THAN WHEN SHE CAME HERE THE FIRST TIME AFTER THE COLON SURGEY. BUT SHE HAS SEEMED TO BE DOING SOMEWHAT BETTER NOW THAN SHE DID ON THURSDAY.  BUT......IT LOOKS LIKE TO ME THAT IT WILL TAKE A GOOD LONG TIME BEFORE SHE SHOWS MUCH OF A IMPROVEMENT. I FEEL SOOOO DEPRESSED AND FEEL SUCH PANIC WHEN IT COMES TO ALL THIS. MAYBE THINGS WOULD NOT BE SOOOO BAD IF I HAD SIBBLINGS THAT MADE ME FEEL MORE AT COMFORT WHEN IT CAME TO HELPING ME OUT WITH MY MOM. LIKE IF I HAD A SIBBLING THAT WOULD SAY OR FEEL THEY HAD MY BACK IF THINGS GOT WORSE. BUT NO I HAVE SIBBLINGS THAT REALLY DONT SEEM TO CARE ONE BIT. I KNOW THAT I SHOULD BE USED TO IT CAUSE THEY HAVE ALWAYS BEEN LIKE THIS WHEN IT COMES TO ANYBODY. THEY ARE SOOOOOO SELF CENTERED BUT IVE NEVER REALLY HAD TO GO THROUGH THIS KIND OF SERIOUS STUFF WITH A PARENT. THERE WAS ALWAYS HELP TO SOME DEGREE WITH MY DAD. I TOLD MY HUSBAND TO PLEASE HURRY AND PUT IN FOR HIS VACATION WHEN THE TIME COMES THAT HE CAN TAKE ONE WHICH AINT TILL THE END OF MARCH BUT MAYBE I CAN HOLD ON TILL THEN. AND MY YOUNGEST DAUGHTER SAID SHE WILL CHECK INTO TAKING SOME OF HER VACATION TIME AS SOON AS POSSIABLE. I THINK SHE CAN ACTUALLY TAKE HER TIME OFF BEFORE MY HUSBAND. MY HUSBAND WILL HAVE THE WEEKENDS TO HELP OUT AND MY YOUNGEST DAUGHTER WILL HAVE TWO DAYS A WEEK TO HELP IF NEEDED.

 

TODAY HAS BEEN A CALM LAZY DAY. DONE PRETTY MUCH THE NORMAL EVERYDAY THINGS AROUND HERE. CLEANED HOUSE. DONE LAUNDRY. TOOK MY YOUNGEST TO WORK AT NOON. WILL BE PICKING HER UP AT 8:30PM. MOM GAVE ME MONEY TO BUY ALL OF US BREAKFAST AT MCDONALD'S. MADE HER SUPPER WHICH WAS SOUP. SHE DOESNT HAVE A VERY GOOD APPEITITE YET. MY GRANDAUGHTER SPENT THE NIGHT LAST NIGHT AND HASNT BEEN GONE FOR TOO LONG. I TOLD HER SHE COULD SPEND ANOTHER NIGHT BUT SHE WANTED TO GO HOME. SOOOO THAT HAS BEEN MY DAY. I GUESS NOT TOO MUCH TO WRITE HOME ABOUT.



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  • #6 Comment from braincell1 
    4/6/07 4:00 PM | Permalink
    SOMEHOW DARLING I THINK YOU THINK TOO MUCH OF YOUR PROBLEMS INSTEAD OF WHAT GOD HAS GIVEN YOU TO ENJOY!        GOD WILL NOT GIVE YOU  WHAT YOU CANNOT HANDLE , SO THEY SAY,  AND I BELIEVE IT BECAUSE I HAVE HAD MY SHARE  FOR SOME TIEM AND GOT THROUGH THEM WITH LAUGHTER AND  OTHER INTERESTS  AND MY MND OFF MYSELF!!!!
        TRY IT, IT WORKS!               BRAINCELL1
  • #5 Comment from glysdamen 
    4/6/07 12:27 PM | Permalink
    anyone who claims God in thier life, I must say "amen" and the Lord Bless you!!!!
  • #4 Comment from missnewbooty173 
    1/5/07 10:17 PM | Permalink
    Sweet journal this is from missnewbooty173 the girl who wrote  the Elizabeth Bathory journal
  • #3 Comment from missnewbooty173 
    1/5/07 10:17 PM | Permalink
    Sweet journal this is from missnewbooty173 the girl who wrote  the Elizabeth Bathory journal
  • #2 Comment from lurkynat 
    2/27/06 5:30 PM | Permalink
    nice journal! hugs, natalie
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