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Subject: Life
Time: 11:25:00 PM EDT
Author: carolynl1983
Life is very crazy. My BF has now decided that he can't be in a relationship because he needs to concentrate on himself. I am heartbroken, but I am getting over it. We have been together for 3 years. He comes home Wednesday. I am getting through it because I have been through so much in my life that I can handle anything. Everything happens for a reason, and everything always works out for the best. I keep telling myself that over and over...
I don't even have a car, so I guess this weekend I am going to have to get one. I want to get a Saturn Ion because through my work I get a discount on all GM vehicles. I want to get as old as possible so it's not so expensive, but I only get the discount on 2005-2007. I don't have much money to put down and my credit is terrible, so I hope I will be able to afford it. But I need to take advantage of the discount because sure, I could get an older, cheaper car, but if it breaks down on me and I still have to pay more money to get it fixed and it won't be worth it.
My plan is to move in with my friend S for a few months until my new friend A and I get a place. We are looking at an apartment complex that is right across the street from my work, which is perfect. I am also thinking of going to college, my work will pay for it if I go for Business. I want to do the online courses. That will be in time though...
I have just been keeping busy, to keep myself distracted. Friday night I went out to eat and had a couple drinks with some friends then went and saw "The Departed". Very crazy movie, but very good. Saturday A and I got a pedicure and our eyebrows done. Sunday we celebrated my Grandma's 85th b-day by going to Macaroni Grill and then went shopping. I bought a couple pairs of jeans and some tops at Macy's. I've probably been spending money I shouldn't, but it makes me feel better when I feel like I look good.
I am still having some pain from my surgery, but it is much more tolerable. I saw the surgeon last week and he said everything is healing good so far.
Work is super crazy, busy and stressful, but I wouldn't have it any other way, if I was sitting around being bored it would be terrible.
Here is a pic I took at work today.
Tata for now...
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well i hope thats his real reason for not wanting to be with you anymore.
11/1/06 9:12 PM
take care!
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