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Subject: Better Lyfe
Time: 8:08:00 PM EDT
Author: cherry2sweet2eat
Mood: Frustrated
Music: Lay down- Obie Trice
Better Lyfe
Whats a better lyfe a stress free home. I like to be by myself and when my mother aint home and neither is her man im in ecstasy. I can think and try and plan out things i want to do without her nagging for no reason. She has this new shit she does she been doing it since i turned 18 her new thing "Dont think you grown cuz you turned 18". I can be sitting down and she say something and i would say "mhm" and she would say that half the time she say it for no damn reason. When she comes in it pisses me off because she try and find things to complain about. I mean damn go find ya man oh my fault he aint here most the time only time he here is when his legs is hurting get the hell outta my face.
I thought about hurrying to find me a job and getting my check in my name so i can move the hell out im tired of here taking shit out on me cuz her man dont do shit. Find me a one bed room apartment and i dont need a damn phone cuz i dont use it all i got is my cell phone and thats all i need. I can be alone in my own house piss alone with hearing her running her mouth, sleep without her running her mouth, and eat with out her runing her mouth.
Something my dad said cracked me up cuz it was so true "if she so holy and sanctified why she always got a nasty ass attitude and depressed, if it aint helpin aint no point in going" How true maybe she should move her ass in church so god can do a 24 hour miracle and turn her ass around. She always telling me i need to go to church and get a life and she barely got one holy on sunday and a sinner on monday she funny as hell.
Anyway i talked to my friend dawn we grew up together but as we went to different high school we seperated it was cool talkin to her she doing good things with herself that only puts me down more that i aint doing shit. I fear being nothing being like my mom and stressing every month and argueing with a man who dont do shit for money he lie that he aint got no money all the time and she collecting a check and living in the projects i got a dream and its not to be like my mom can i succeed in that........
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Hi there,good moring,I am sorry your going through a hard time,I agree with everyone that you should follow your dreams,make the come true,do it the right way.I am still having a hard time with that myself.I am sorry you dont have a very caring mom,I hope it all will work out for you.belive,me,I am 34,still living at home,I am blessed that I have parents who are there for me.But I will tell you this,I am afarid and very scared to get out there and be on my own someday,because,I have always been so protective,even my boyfriend.If you ever need someone to talk,I am hear for you.((((((((((((((((((((CHERR
Y)))))))))))))I will be praying for you.
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One foot in front of the other....sweetie it will take time but damnnn it will be sweet to make your dreams come true.
Brenda
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Following your dream is good advice from Dianna. I've always done that and when you're trying good things will come along. I do hope you get out on your own but life is tough out here, you need to know that before you start. You'll have setbacks but I know you'll make it! Good luck! Jeannette xx
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I know you will lead a better life. Your a smart beautiful girl with tons going on. Good luck with everything. Your moms boyfriend sure sounds like he's no good. To bad she doesn't get rid of him. You will do it I know you will.
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