I have not been blogging lately. It seems that it is hard to write sometimes when it feels as if life is falling apart. I am just tired. It is not a physical tiredness although it is sapping me of my physical energy. It is a mental tiredness. Sometimes I am tired of just being here. I am tired of being last in everybody's life. I even put me last. I feel so stupid.

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#11 Comment from mutualaide
7/1/08 7:23 AM | Permalink

You are not stupid. You are thoughtful and good and kind. The hard part of being good is remembering to be good to ourselves. ((hugs))
#10 Comment from grahamfarmga
6/30/08 2:51 PM | Permalink

I sweety I'm sorry your not feeling yourself. I get tired that way too. Then i think i need a drink LOL (not realy a drinker). I hope you are feeling better
Terrie
#9 Comment from helmswondermom
6/29/08 11:25 PM | Permalink

Celeste, I am so sorry to read that you are feeling this way. I hope it will pass, that it's just one of those periods we all go through from time to time. Losing your dog has, I'm sure, not been easy to deal with. Please try to take a little time for you, and don't let yourself feel stupid. And certainly don't let anyone else make you feel stupid! You know, even if it is just a phase that will pass, it might be a good idea to see your doctor and let him know how you've been feeling. Please take care.
Lori
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#8 Comment from tendernoggle
6/28/08 10:24 PM | Permalink

Hope you are feeling better now Celeste....Just want you to know that what you are feeling is completely normal...we all feel like we are the bottom rung of the ladder with our loved ones sometimes...and it hurts so bad....You are so busy making sure that your whole family is taken care of that you are leaving no time for yourself; but it is at times like this that you need to do something special for yourself...you deserve it....and it will make you feel a little better....It doesn't even have to cost a lot of money...a long relaxing hour in the tub...a special book to read...just doing something you love to do...
I care about you...and so do alot of others here...
love,
carlene
#7 Comment from jctopaz55
6/28/08 9:15 PM | Permalink

Hoping things are better for you. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

((( Hugs )))
Jctopaz55

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