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I probably should be getting ready for church right now and I will in a few but I wanted to take some time out and journal my thoughts and all before I go. Today will probably be a 2 entry day because I am surely going to want to tell you guys about my exercise as I pop in BL2 when I get home from church. I am still sore from all the squats and inner thigh moves but I am blessed to be feeling the pain and I know that I am reshaping muscles.
More and more lately I have been distant from my family and I can not put my hands on why. If I speak to them about it they will all jump and say that I believe that I am better than them but I believe that I am hitting a different phase in life. I find myself observing more and taking mental notes. I don’t want to get into the specifics but I believe that people’s actions should match their intentions. If you have to have someone else buy formula, even if they just offer but you know that money is tight for them, then give them money back. But that would be too much like right, huh?? I am tired of a lot of things that are going on in this house but I love each and everyone of them, but to protect my own sanity I can see that I am going to be spending a lot of time at the gym or in my room. Keon works crazy days so I won’t be able to be there much.
Speaking of my baby his request for the Valentines day weekend was denied, they gave him Thursday and Friday off, but he works Saturday and Sunday. I don’t believe that is my flex day so once again the Depot fucked up. Sorry, they screwed up LOL So we are revising what we are planning on doing. I believe that I am going to suggest Estela’s V-day ritual. That way we can just enjoy some quality time together, because as Heather stated in her journal that is far more important than any gift that he could everbuy me. I have however picked up his card and I love it. I do want a card though because the one he got me for Christmas was simply amazing and I know that he had to read it and picked it just for me.
Well more to come later…
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Valentines Day is just that...A DAY. Make up your OWN Valentines Day and just pretend. The DAY isn't that important...it's what you make of it!!!
Family, well, you can't pick them. They are who they are. Sometimes we love them...sometimes we want to smack them!!! (lol) Sometimes I think the best thing we can do (at times) is just keep our distance!!! I live in S. Jersey. My mom and my 2 sisters both live on Long Island. It's GREAT!!! Far enough away to not be in the day to day drama...but close enough to get there by car in 3 hours!!!
Come back later and tell us about your workout!!
((hugs))
Jeanne -
Honey I know it is rough but as the years go by and I see you and Keon having a long beautiful life together that you will realize that it isn't the day it is the days you have together hubby and I maynot be able to be romantic on valentines day... because of this or that going on we have 3 kids there is always something going on .... but we have a rare day when we do have a chance to bond and those are the ones that are the most special .....
hugs
Sherry -
Its such a great thing you are doing here, putting out the feelings that when left inside can cause food urges. Brava! You're a smart cookie. Have a blessed day of sweet Diva! :big smile:
Hugs,
Mags. -
I like getting cards too. Paul is amazing at how well he does. My only complaint (and it's a small one) is that he didn't use to date them (he does now). I save my cards, and with a date, it's easier to remember the time frame (where we were relationship speaking) and that often adds much to the card. Estela
1/28/07 3:01 PM