CYNDIBLOCK TALK

Before I get started, Thank God for my family and for my fabulous husband and incredible girls. Thank God for our health, Thank you Lord  for giving me everything you have given me, Thank you thank you thank you.

With that said, why do you throw such huge boulders at me to dodge? Why do you give me such large potholes to jump over? Why is my life absolutly nothing close to what I need it to be?

We sold the van for $400. We received NOTHING for it. On delivery to the man's house it caught on fire. Only to be doused entirely by water by the fire department that showed up within minutes. Jeff burned his leg and hand. He couldn't get the van door open and could not get out of his seat belt. We don't know what happened. But when we went to the guys house after, Jeff handed him the title and said "take it, it's yours" I was crushed. I knew it was the right thing to do because of it's condition but I really NEEDED that money. We lost $100 listing it.  We have nothing to show for it wexcept 2nd degree burns and an oil stain on our driveway.  I am so sad right now. Our life is like this, We can never catch a break. I am afraid I will really lose it if I don't get this job our if I don't get my financial aid for school. I won't be able to handle my depression.  The guy we delivered the van to felt absolutly horrible about Jeff. He just called us to make sure everything was ok. Jeff will be fine but I am not so sure about me. Why couldn't people pay their bills with wit and humor?

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