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life part deux
I am going to say more about this evening. I have finally stopped crying. I have stopped because I have spoken to my best friend and my mother. Both who have made me feel a little better. But I stopped crying for more reasons. 1. I got all my vitamins together and I am going to start taking them again 2. I have done some laundry 3. The kids are sleeping. and 4. The dishes are done. But these are the real reasons. 1. Jeff was not seriously hurt in that fire. 2. No matter how mean and ugly I get, Emma and Alyssa still tell me they love me when they go nite nite. 3. Otis knows when I am sad and lays his big ugly lump and neck on my leg when I am at the computer. 4. My mommy will always love me unconditionally no matter how much I mess up.
I really feel that the van going up in flames was a sign. A sign to finally stop Ebay. That's it. I can't take the stress.
PS : I really am feeling better. Now all I have to worry about is Jeff driving his cab on only 5 hours sleep. He promises me that he will come home if he gets tired. I just changed his dressing on his leg. You have to keep a wet towel over the burn to keep it moist. (thank you internet)
PPS : In all of this ugliness. My family can definitly keep their sense of humor. When the girls and I got home, Jeff came out of his room and Emma wanted to see daddy's owie. He showed her and she said " You want to see my panties, Daddy?" He said no but she showed them anyway. I saw a vision of Emma at 20 saying the same thing to a bunch of frat boys and I was scared.
PPPS : How come I have 250 + readers on this site but NO ONE leaves comments?? If it doesn't let you then by all means, email me. cyndiblock@aol.com
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Hey, my life is so easy... I just learnt about Ebay half a year ago, I never even went to the web site till my boss asked me to find out whether Russians have smth like ebay, then naturally , I asked "What's Ebay?" and now I read all your comments guy how wonderful Ebay is and how dramatically it can ruin your life.. no good.... :)
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I'm so sorry Cyndi.
I need to stop listing shoes on Ebay because they don't sell. I just had another three not sell (and I had the reserve at $3). They guy who bid $2425 on Sean's car still hasn't paid yet - and he's in ARKANSAS.
I'm glad you can see the light through all of this.
You have friends and family and love - the rest is muckymuck.
7/27/04 4:24 PM