Circle Of Life

7th grade

stared at the guy next to me.

he was

my so called "best friend".

I

stared

at him

short, brown hair,

and wished he was

mine.

But he didnt notice me like that, i

knew it.

After class he

walked up to me and asked

me for the notes he had missed the day

before and

handed them to

him. he said "thanks"

and gave me a kiSs on

the cheek. I wanna

tell him, i

want him to

know that i don`t

wanna Be just friends, i love him but i`m

just too shy,

and i don`t know

why. .

11th Grade

The phone rang. on

the other end

it was

him. he was

in tears,

mumbling on

and on

about how his love had broke his heart.

he asked

me to come over

because he didn't want to be alone, so i

did. As i sat

next to him on

the sofa, i stared at

his soft eyes, wishing

he was mine.

after 2

hours,

a scary movie,

& 3 bags of

chips, he decided to go

to sleep. he

looked

at me,

said "thanks" and

gave me a kiSs on the

cheek. i wAnna tell him,

i want him to

kno

that i don`t

wanna be just

friends, i love him but

im just too shy, and idk wHy

Senior Year

The day before prom he walked to my

locker. "My date is Sick"

he said; she`s not qonna

go. well i didnt

have a dAte and

in 7th qrade we

made a promiSe that if

neither of us had dates we would go

together

just as "best

friends". So

we did.

Prom niqht

After everything was over i was standing

at his

front

door step. i stared

at him, he smiled at me

I want him

to be mine,

but he

doesn`t

think of me like that

and i kno it.

then he said "i Had the

best time,

thanks!" and gave me a kiss

on the cheek. i wanna

tell him,

i want him to kno that i don`t

want to be just

friends, i love him

but i`m just too shy,

and i

don`t kNow why

Graduation Day

a

day passed, then a week, then a month.

before i could blink, it

was graduation day. i watched as his

perfect

body

floated like an anqel

up on staqe to qet his

diploma. i wanted him to be mine, but he

didnt notice

me like that, and i knew

it. before everyone

went home, he came to me in his cap

and

gown, and

cried as i hugged him.

then he lifted

his

head from my shOulder and said, you`re

my

best friend,

thanks!" and gave

me a kiss on the Cheek.

i wanna tell him, i want him to know that

i

don`t wanna

be just friends, i

love him but i`m just

too shy, and i don`t know why

A Few Years Later

now i sit in the pews of the church. that

boy whose now a man is gettinq married

now. i watched him say "i do" and drive

off

to his new

life, married to another woman.

i wanted him

tO be mine, but he didn`t See me like

that

and i knew

it. But before he

Drove away, he came to

me n said you came!" he said. "thanks!"

and kissed me

on the cheek. i

wanna tell him, i want

him tO

know that i dont wanna be just

friends, i love

him but i`m just too

shy, and i don`t

know why }]|

Funeral

Years

passed,

i looked

down at the coffin

of a man who used to

be my "best friend". at the service they

read a diary

entry he had wrote in

his hiqh school years.

This is what it

read: i stare at him wishing

he was

mine, but he doesn`t notice

me like that, and i

know it. i wanna tell him, i wAnt him to

kno

that i

don`t wanna be just friends,

i love him but i`m

just too shy, and i don`t know why. i wish

he

would tell

me he loved me . . .i wish i

did too . i

thought to mySelf, and i Cried

> >>>> >I know I'm supposed to say if you don't repost this someone's gonna die or something like that but this story means more........

I read this and was thinking to myself that no one should ever let this happen to them.....wheather you're gay, straight, bi, or w/e you can't go lyfe living as what if.....if ya do you'll hate yourself 4ever....i know.....you shouldn't let yourself be blinded by the many barriers of lyfe which say we can't have what we want.... I BEG TO DIFFER.....maybe we do live in a world where dreams do can actually come true....where maybe you two were actually meant to be together but you never know if you don't bring it upon yourself to let them know.......so i say grow some balls and live lyfe the way you want break those barriers for yourself.....just had to get that across......~

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I REFUSE to become ANOTHER:

.Drug user

.Alchoholic

.Media Slave

.Music Junky

.Under Achiever

.Prisoner

.Charity Case

.Psychopath

.Sociopath

.Lost Cause

.Gang Member

.Drug Dealer

.Crack Addict

.Teenage Pregnancy

.HIV/AIDS Victim

.Junk Food Addict

.Unimportant

.All Talk NO Action

.Hoodlum

.Bum

.Rape Victim

.Cigarrette Target

.Uncultured

.Under Read

.Hopeless Fate

.Law Breaker

.Hated Socialite

.Conceited Artist

.Annarexia Victim

."Mannarexia" Victim

.Police Brutality Victim

.Innocently Charged

.Feared Minority

.Half Human

.Non-Traveled

Teenage Statistic!!!!!!!!!

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I give up!!!I'm tired of caring about what people think.You know,I've lived my life a total lie because I didn't want to become a social outcast,but in concealing myself I became that which I tried to avoid.That's why at this very moment I proclaim that this hollow shell of me will be filled with what little enjoyment I get from living for me.Yeah people will still talk and find fault or imperfection or some small meaningless way to poke fun,humiliate,embarass,discred or purely hate someone.I can not stand this,the society is corrupt with hate,falseties,lack of knowledge and understanding.Forget all the people in the world who add to this social suicide.Our nation is run by a lackwit,the teenagers have unsensible "role models"-I use that term very loosely.Thus having these people in the world create more lack of tolerance,unreasonable hate,and 0 to NO knowledge of the world beyond your four blocks.People.That's all I really have to say and you all know exactly what I am saying.Until we are able to open communication and and passage of knowledge,this world is on it's way to hell in a handbasket carried in the arms of misunderstanding and a corrupt world.That's all I really had to say.

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Tolerance

 Let me set this up for you,I was on the bus the other day and in fornt of me there was an old man and his middle-aged son.So it just so happened that some Rastifarians were walking pass us and the old man went out of his was to yell inappropriate terms to them.The Rastifarians jus stared at him in disbelief, then to top it off he sat back in his chair and continued to poke fun at them with his son.I was mortified by the way this man was acting I was about to say something then I remembered my place and I have no authority to talk down to a man older than myself.What I really am trying to say is that this world can't get any better if the people who are suppose to be role-models are so ignorant to natural rights and have almost no common sense as to how to act in public or in privae for that matter.I would just really like if this world could learn to accpt people for what they are.It seems that even though law takes one step forward humanity takes three steps back.It is really disappointing to know that we are always going to have to worry about what people are saying about us.

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