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I Know Your FAT...
Friday, June 1, 2007
4:26:00 PM EDT
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4:26:00 PM EDT
Feeling Worried
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I Know Your FAT...
It's funny when someone says to you "I KNOW YOUR FAT BUT YOU NEVER EAT" Well, first off thanks for calling me FAT lol I know I am you don't need to point that out to me but not eating was part of the problem. Days of not eating would turn into a binge fest the week after, it just doesn't work and I need to fix this NOW!!
I wish I could remember when food became the enemy, when it just stopped being food and became so much more and why it will never be JUST FOOD again.
To those who have never battled an eating disorder it's very hard to understand the mind of someone who does. Most of you can't picture yourself going for days or even weeks without food, or eating so much you make yourself sick. To those who can then you understand my hell.
It's 3 weeks into this diet thing and I've only cheated once, I think that's a huge accomplishment especially making myself eat and not skip any meals.
It's about being healthy right now not about the pounds I lose even though I can tell I am. What I've also learned is that being "healthy" isn't just about what you eat, how much you eat or how much you exercise, it's about the company you keep, the people you keep close. Are they toxic or healthy relationships? It's made me think about a lot.
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Good luck with the diet ~ from what you are saying it can't be easy xx
Jenny
http://journals.aol.co.uk/jmoqueen/MyLife/ -
Your body needs nutrients every day. It`s about moderation. Now that I`m off the steroids, I need to make a concentrated effort to lose weight also. You`re so right about what you said, esp in your case....not so much about losing pounds but being healthy. I hope it`s going well!! :0)
Love ya xo
Penny
http://journals.aol.com/penniepooh/pennys-pieces-of-ohio/
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Well I had a entry in my journal on Tuesday from a family member that called me fat. I was totally done. I don't eat a lot and I know that. However, I take a lot of medication including steroids so my weight goes up and down. Not only that I do enjoy a good meal every now and then. I think you are just fine. http://journals.aol.com/iamti
sh0726/all-things-are-possible / Tish -
Jenny, I have some extra pounds I need to lose but they do'nt want to go away, Hugs Lisa
6/15/07 2:13 PM