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Monday, September 11, 2006
12:47:00 PM EDT

Recalling 9/11/01



I was working as a freelance writer and photographer in the fall of 2001. I use the term "working" pretty loosely -- they cut my phone off at dawn on 9/11. I had a bunch of potential clients to call, but had learned from experience what the drill was in this situation: Use my credit card to jimmy open my next-door neighbor's window, climb inside, call her at work to let her know what was happening and start planning the thank-you dinner I would cook for her that evening.

"Shut up, Jeff. We don't have any work for you yet. Just turn the TV on."


I caught the smoke pouring out of the first tower. The second plane hit minutes later. I couldn't believe what was happening. Nobody could. I saw the people jumping, the smoke pouring -- and then there was an interruption in the feed.

For a few moments, this stop-motion clip from a Frank Zappa film started playing -- cotton-wool smoke crept through a psychedelic plastic graveyard while guitars furiously noodled. Someone at the station must have hit the wrong button or crossed a wire. But for a little bit, I thought, "Thank God. This is all just a sick prank, or a weird accident." It wasn't.

I drove around to my clients' businesses. Everyone was glued to the TV. Editors and creative directors were glued to their TVs. "We got nothin'," they all said, never turning from the sets.

Cars were pulled over in the streets and people gathered around them, listening to the radios. Jets screamed through the sky, flying laps from air bases in Virginia up to New York and back, patrolling the East Coast. They were the only planes in the sky, and then that stopped, too. The sky went clear and silent, like Scalzi mentions.

Nobody could bring themselves to work, but nobody could go home either. Everyone I saw in Richmond that day was just wandering around, stunned.

I ended up at my friend Kathy's place. We didn't talk much at all. I don't remember a word either of us said -- all I remember is the two of us lying on her bed and holding each other, turning the TV on, turning it off, turning it back on again.

That night we gathered on my front porch -- my neighbors, roommate, Kathy, even the wino that hung out in our alley. We just sat there, talking. Someone said:

Things are never going to be the same. Big football games, big concerts, traveling by plane ... it all just got a lot scarier, man.

My dad told me over the phone that night:

Things are going to change. This country's going to get a lot more conservative. Foreigners are going to be treated suspiciously, and a lot of freedoms we think are normal are going to fade away.

He was right about that.

I can remember thinking that we all had to band together, put aside our political differences, and stay united. And that maybe, just maybe, if everyone kept the reality of these attacks and our love of home in our hearts, and ignored the temptation to spin this situation for political gain, we'd make it through. We'd be able to conquer our enemies, unify as a country, and be greater than we've ever been.

I was wrong about that.

Like Joe, what I remember the most is that everyone wanted to help.

Here are some links from around the Web, archives, tributes and memorials to the events that terrible day. If you have more, please leave them in my comments.

Many of these links will point to content that contains a lot of profanity. Be forewarned.

*Five Years After 9/11, Nation Pays Solemn Tribute
*Metafilter comment thread from 9/11, as it evolved.
*Choking on the Ashes of the Dead
*September 11th Archive
*Minerva: September 11th Archive
*9/11: the World Remembers -- CNN

This link is particularly incredible. Photographer Bil Biggart was killed by debris at the World Trade Center on 9/11, and took photos until he died. His camera was recovered, and the images are in a gallery at the link below:

*'Bill Biggart's Final Exposures'

Many J-landers, either in response to Scalzi's assignment or of their own volition, are posting their own memories and tributes:

*Oh, My Word!
*Our Beloved Angels
*Rachael Anne Rules the World
*Aurora Walking Vacation
*Adventures in Park Hopping

If there is a link you'd like to add, either to your own creations or something out on the Web, please leave it in the comments section ...



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