ELNSR's OVCA and OTHER BLOG

7:52:07 AM EDT

if you can try this, you're alive.  it's been up and down.  pain is up and down .  Insurance co. nowwill not take oxyconton for first visits and only for cancer  pain.  Also it sounds as jf extended release morphine is out--thank you.  I use that.

I hate to tell you what copay is reaching/

Still i remain a certain level of hope.  If they take that from us!  Weather is settling but subzero.  So everyone went to the mall, naturally.   

 

 

bxe4ro  

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5:38:20 PM EST

Ignore all typing errors.  I shake awfully until maybe a half hour out.

Iam here.  I talkd here to the hospice doctor yesterday (NOT) my regular Dr. and asked him about being here for Maille the of April and he said , I hve been amazing in this fight (I hated that term until now and he said that "I'd say it's even right now." 

I have had 2.5 days that were goode and am going back again.   By back l mean back to crappy.  I get up and even putter. 

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10:21:08 AM EST
LAST NITE THEY SAID THRY SEE

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2:29:22 PM EST

Update is not good.  The shakiness I get  at the start of a session n myopinion  is bad today and will take a minute to clear up.  It starts out off every session.  Starts out with every session now.

I spend a lot of time in bed, sleeping and resting.  You lof laz y dogs will understand this.  We have wondered what this is I feel it's the beast moving along chomping as it goes, killing good thing as it goes.

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4:13:28 PM EST

 The good old days of going to the store for clothes is gone.  Also somehow I missed or lost a robe and a nightgown so the excietment there is merely two robes and two nighties so I need't wear the hospice stuff around here. 

My cousins have about all my stuff moved out of my prior apartment and given or tossed. SoCousin tells me renters/staff will be able to use some of it.

I really feel lost right now.with having no real home to speak of.  Just another rental that real isn't a rental.  I get reminded of this pratically daily when I check obituaries and see see someone here die.  They do it very quietly, dignified, and respectfully.

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11:03:21 AM EST
 I am not at home.  I am at hospice care care permanently.  I do feel better though and even got some new clothes!!

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4:44:11 PM EST
I see my notes don't always work. I don't always work either.  I just keep at it.  The RN I saw today says I am doing well.  I just am tired a lot.  I've even gotten up to clean a bit and my company says I look well.  Got /christmas cards from Maille, the dog,  Her antics would have me in tears laughing so hard.  We are having more snow and I hear it's baq.  I no longer have to go to the MD--if he wants tests they take them here and the nurses from here bring them.  Wishing you all the best.  This is a hard road I'm on and I still wonder how it ends.

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5:39:28 PM EST

I see "back home" notes but not the ones I wrote after.  I am home--sahky and going downhill.  It was spooly.  Welcomt to all of you.  I know some saw too.

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7:04:26 PM EST

i hope that this will take this so I will take it short fjrst.  I have moved to hospice as the pain has been unbearable at times.  I am adjustiing tt\to the morphine has been worse than the pain.  It does work much of the time.  I won't see my old MD any more and my aunt  is in her rehab with her own problems as well.

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7:48:47 AM EST
Ambulance en route to take me to hospice with acute pain management crisis.

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