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Sunday, January 20, 2008
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Update
Update is not good. The shakiness I get at the start of a session n myopinion is bad today and will take a minute to clear up. It starts out off every session. Starts out with every session now.
I spend a lot of time in bed, sleeping and resting. You lof laz y dogs will understand this. We have wondered what this is I feel it's the beast moving along chomping as it goes, killing good thing as it goes.
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ELLEN: I made a comment yesterday and I see that it's gone, as well as some others. I'll say it again, if I can remember.
Soon you will be living in that lovely place we've both seen and talked about. There the colors are love and everything is like something we can't see or feel here. The colors aren't just colors, but they are a warm, beautiful light and it all feels like love. It's hard to explain but we both talked about having that experience.
After an experience like that, you understand that it's somewhere fabulous and not like anything here. I wish I could explain it. Mostly, just the feeling of love, warmth, beauty, contentment. I still can't explain it. There aren't words. I know you'll be there. I wish that getting there weren't so awful. Maybe it all has a reason. Like life. Until we look back on our lives, we don't really see or understand some things. Maybe that's how it is with where we are going. Once we get there, we'll "get it".
I hope someone reads this to you. Go with Yaweah. -
Dearest Ellen,
You will probably never understand the impact you have had on so many. I wish you could understand the impact you have had on ME.
My eyes are filled with unshed tears right now...I wonder when they will come? I refuse to believe that you will be gone from us, but I certainly do not want you to be in pain & suffering here.
I love you , Ellen.
"Fear not, for I have redeemed you. I have called you by your name, for you are mine" Isiah 43 -
Ellen,
I am keeping you in my prayers and thoughts.You will always be in my heart.... -
I'm sitting here trying to understand what happened a few hours ago. I was online, and launched my AIM program. Ellen was online! It was 6:55pm EST. I immediately IM'd her a couple of times. I waited for a reply and at 7:04 she IM'd me this message "on line urgent get off now". I don't know what this meant, but I told her I understood, as I didn't want to stress her with more questions. I sent another IM, asking her to please speak to me. I wanted so much for her to say something, but there was no response. Then at 7:32 she signed off.
I wonder what she was trying to tell me. I wanted to have the opportunity to tell her how much I loved and respected her.
We know that very soon there will be a message from golden58, and it will be what we've been dreading for a long time. I hate that Ellen is suffering.
I hate this damn disease. Love you Ellen!! Glynne
2/9/08 5:24 AM
In your thoughts, you can visit your childhood, your relatives, your life. Maybe that extrasensory experience we've shared is a link to that process of our thoughts and minds. Of course it is. There's more to life than we know and I know you are getting ready to find out that exciting reward. Also, think of the doggie! You love that dog. If I'm thinking of my cat or any pet, I am never afraid.