Gettin' By in Life...

7:08:51 AM EST
Feeling Sad

There is no easy way to write a blog like this.

If you love someone, tell them. They may not be here in the next minute. I know it sounds cliche, but it is so true.

In Emergency Services, we are usually numb and kind of go on automatic pilot during a call, during someone elses tragedy. But there are times when things hit close to home. Too close. Today was one of those days. Out of respect of privacy, I will speak no names. But today, a wife lost her husband. 2 sons lost their dad. 2 Parents lost a child, nieces and nephews lost and uncle. Many, many more lost a brother, a cousin, a friend, a town and organization lost a leader. My thoughts and prayers go out to them. Everything imaginable was done to try to save him. By some of the most dedicated and knowlegeable people in the business. And knowing that might put some comfort to all of this in the grieving process. But, God has his plans for some. I am not a religous person by a longshot, but I believe he takes the best.

In yet another instant my life has changed again. This time, God decided to take my mom. This was unexpected yet again, and no less painful. This has not been a kind year to me and the people close to me. I cannot even express how I feel right now. I have cried a bit but not as much as one would expect. I feel empty, yet grateful. I am trying to hold it together mostly for my dad. The moments will come I'm sure. I have expressed alot of anger in all this and the unfairness of when a loved one passes unexpectedly. It is amazing the amount of support I have received from family, friends and acquiaintances. I thank God everyday that such people exist in my life. It's true what people say about taking things day by day.

Thank you for reading.

Love to all my friends,

Laura.

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6:58:56 PM EDT
Feeling Chillin'

     So we got back from Aruba on Friday night. The flight was less than spectacular to say the least... but the weather was shitty along the east coast. so you can judge from the pics that I would definately go in on a timeshare there. Lots to do, but even better when you take a group of friends with ya. We were missing that, but all in all it was fun. We took out some waverunners and THAT was awesome. I want one. LOL... We snorkeled too which was fun.

     So I'm married. Never thought I would say that. Never thought it would happen. Yet, I feel no different. Are you supposed to? I'm already getting asked when a bundle of joy is coming! That will remain a mystery.

     We purchased a new sectional sofa the other day which is being delivered tomorrow. We have been using a 15yr old hand me down so far. I have really gotten into home decorating since living on my own. I'm hoping in a few years we can buy a house. Where we would live is determined by if and where Colin gets hired (as a career FF). I'd like to move back up where I grew up. We should be getting a letter from the state any day. Anyway, enough rambling... I will update soon!

~L  

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9:13:06 PM EDT
Feeling Chillin'
Hearing Snoring A little something from the "Moon of Honey"... Hehehe.. enjoy!

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8:51:35 PM EDT
Feeling Happy
Hearing Borat

Yes, it's been awhile! so here are some pics from my wedding. We leave for Aruba on Friday. Can't wait. Hope everyone is well in j-land!

 

xoxoxoxo

~Laura

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8:12:11 PM EDT
Feeling Chillin'

Enough with the heat and humidity already! Here are some facts of this week:

I took a spin class for the first time today. Needless to say, I'm gonna be in pain tomorrow.

I need to find upholstery tacks to hold the damn slipcovers down. Anyone know of a place to go to get them?

I made an "offer" to my old boss about me coming back to work with my old company. she just got back to me after a week to say that she can't afford what I want. I knew it.

both my mom & my girls got their dresses! A little early but they were being discontinued, and 2 of them are pregnant! Love them.

I lost six pounds! Was at the doctor and his scale never lies.

If I can include an activity from last weekend, I drove a waverunner for the first time. Awesome! We are inquiring about getting one.

I'm disappointed in myself because I hardly read the paper this week or watched the news. The only headlines that stand out are about Paris Hilton and the pro wrestler Benoit who killed his son then himself. Unreal.

This brings a close to my week. Got nothing special this weekend, just a graduation party, cleaning and doing our passports.

Hope everyone is well and please keep cool!

 

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10:10:16 PM EDT
Feeling Loopy If anyone has ever tried WW or Jenny Craig, they know it is difficult!!! I have been bettering my ways lately and although I am becoming a veggie and salad ho, it is tough sometimes. A few of the girls in my office are doing it too, Since we moved our dept. up one floor we all have been healthier. My boss lost 100 lbs. on Jenny Craig. But shit, it is hard counting calories. I need to log what I eat. I'm sure nobody really cares but i find it important because I am definately seeing results. Along with my gym ritual. I have been doing 45 minutes of cardio which is more than normal for me. The other thing I love is that pull-up/dip machine thing. (Not sure what the name of it is) I hope to look good in my dress, lol. This has been my most serious try at eating better so far it has been a little over a month. Well i know i am rambling on and so I will stop now!

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1:26:52 PM EDT
Feeling Happy

Well, hello! I haven't written since September of 2006, and alot has happened! I will be married on October 12, 2007. We got a place together this past October actually so we have been living together almost 9 months. My Sadie and his Allie moved in with us. I had gotten a job in NYC almost a year ago and i am still working as an interior designer/space planner. I took a little break from EMS until after the wedding.

Below are some recent photos of our place, the dogs, of course and a recent trip to Texas.

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12:12:14 AM EDT
Feeling Happy

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8:45:29 PM EDT

So, yeah I think I am officially retiring this journal. I haven’t had time to maintain it. I will keep short entries here and there on Myspace. I think pretty much everyone in j-land has a Myspace anyway. So, here is that link if anyone wants it. My Page

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