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Hello all today I am remembering a dear sweet lady who was like a grandmother to me. Mrs Selby I had known her my whole life her and my g-ma was neighbors and friends i always would go and visit her and the other older people in the neighborhood when i was younger she always had a special place in my heart my husband lived with her for over 11 years taking care of her and guila knew her as g-ma hannah and pandra too she had a terrable disease alizhimieries it robbed her of who she was and made her mean at times and she also had heart disease adn cervical cancer I worked 2 full time jobs for a little over 11 years caring for her full time and another job she started getting worse last year in sept and i stopped working my other job to care for her full time it was so hard at times and with the kids but she had no one and I thnik God taught me many lessons through caring for her she use dto ask me whay do you so this and i said because i love you and God put me here we both needed each other. She got sicker and could hardly do anythig and went into the hospital on dec 12 the er dr told me she was letting go it hit me so hard i was crying and just kept praying over her and reading the bible to her then the Lord spoke telling me to let her go and I felt such a peace so i told her she could go home and prayed again she made it through the night and the morning my hubby and guila went to see her with me she looked at us and smiled and tryed to talk a little we all prayed and i went to take my hubby home and guila and got a call to come back right a way she had gone home to be with the Lord it was one of the hardest things i have ever had to go through it was so hard to be in the house without her and i felt usless like what do i do now it has been over a year now and it is still so hard for me even though we no lomnger live in the house it took me a whole year to just go back to work and feel like i can do something now today would have been her 91st b-day and we would be having cake and ice creame and her fav food porkchops and veggies and mashed pototoes I still cry for her but know she is on a better place o more hurting no more wanting her mom and dad they ar etogather again to be sitting with jesus how cool is that but she is still in my thioughts and heart well i need to go and get ready for work yake care everyone GOd bless kelley
he will give you all you need from day to day if you live for him and make the kingdom of God your primary concern matthew 6;33
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How sweet my friend. She is watching over you. I am sure. Keep your good memories of her always! God bless, Beckie
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Wonderful memories of a wonderful lady. She was truly blessed to have you look after her and I am sure she is watching over you from her home in heaven.
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It was good of you to take care of her and I know you have memories of her. Some good and some sad. Have a good day at work. Helen
1/14/06 10:19 AM
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