can't sleep

hurumph. tired, eyes hurt, body aches. Can't turn off the brain.  Went to sleep too early.  Need to get back to it but can't sleep. Too much noise.  Nancy is freezing me out.  Snipping at me at every turn.  Don't know how to put it to bed. I have not done anything to her that I am aware of other than show up at the job at the time she was deserted by her Mentor ... not my fault.  Nothing is her job and all the credit is due to her for everything.  humn.  Jay is in for a hornet's nest of a meeting with her.  I hope he chops her anger into a smoldering mess.  It's not about me, it's her wanting me to be someone I am not.  Lora, I am not Lora.  I wasn't hired to be Lora.  I was hired to be me.  Randy knew my limitations I told him I am NOT a salesperson.  ARGH.  hopefully i can get some sleep now that i got that off my chest.

Great Photo shoot tonight with Rhiannon.  She looked lovely.  Wish she was happy. Wish I knew what to do . . . can't fix it.

Didn't cause it can't cure it can't control it.  REmember that.

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