GOD WILLING AND THE CREEK DON'T RISE

I haven't done an AOL entry in forever.  Since May I believe.  I like to blog but just haven't.  I hope everyone is doing well.

Hugs,

Nicki

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Lets see it's been a while since I have done an entry.  Not to much has happened.  I broke up with my boyfriend, actually that was a little while ago.  His true colors came out once we were together.  Even though he was the opposite of my ex-husband he was the extreme opposite.  We just had nothing in common wish I could say that we did but we didn't.  So off to bigger and better things.  I feel pretty good right now.  My life is pretty boring.  Nothing really new or exciting to talk about.  I guess I like my life to be a little boring.  My family is good and I love them all.  I spent yesterday with my mom.  I cooked her dinner and we watched our usual shows Charmed and Desperate Housewives.  My weeks usually consist of poker and karaoke and family movie night.  And that is the way I like it.  Anyway hope everyone is well.  Lots of love to everyone.

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Ok this will be a short entry.  I wanted to update on everything.  Boyfriend and I are great.  I got the job (not saying where because I have a few stalkers LOL.) Tomorrow My mom and I are having family over.  I know she will be glad to see them and so will I.  I am in a great mood.  Don't know why, but I am. 

Happy Easter,

Hugs and Kisses,

Nicki

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Ok in my last entry I mentioned "my friend."  HeeHee, it's official we are a couple now.  It only took us a month, but that is ok by me.  I met him at his job.  The first time I met him I wasn't even thinking that he might have liked me.  LOL  Yes I can be that naive.  We started talking more and more on Tuesday nights.  Well my head is spinning.  I like him a lot, and I know he likes me a lot.  Love not yet at least I don't think so anyway.  I notice little things I never had.  He brought me over to a friends house, I jokingly say I am gonna sit in the car, he says no you are not.  I just laughed and got out.  He introduced me to everyone.  Public affection, now thats something I can mention.  I never was able to do, and he if fine with it.  Everyone at his jobs know about us.  It is mind boggling.  I have been missing out.  He is exactly what I need.  He cares about what I want.  He likes me,  period.  He doesn't expect me to be something I am not.  It's funny I was telling a girl at school that I would be fine if I don't have a boyfriend until I graduated.  A month later I meet him.  I am amazed,  totally amazed.  We weren't together today I miss him; although, I will see him tonight.  I think I have a job, too.  I go for my final interview tomorrow.  I will let you know how it goes.  Things have been changing so fast I don't know which way I am going.  There are a few things I have done with him I never had before either, LOL I won't mention exactly what they are, LOL.  I am officially happy. 

Big Hugs,

Nicki

P.S.  Update on miss "Swim Fan."(see last entry)  She was followed home by one of my friends Saturday night.  She turned and drove down the wrong way of a street turned onto another main road ran off the road a couple of times and hit someone smack in the side.  No one was hurt thank God.  Cops were called and I am not sure if she went to jail or not. 

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Where do I start?  Hmmmm I guess I will have to talk about my weekend.  I had plans to do homework and catch up on everyone's entries.  But alas there were bigger things in store for me. 

I will start with Friday,  it was a good day.  I went to my sisters house as I usually do and we just chilled and stuff.  Was just a nice day.  Well Jason tells me that "my friend" wanted me to come see him at work Saturday night. 

Saturday was THE day the most awesome day.  Jason told Angela to go with me to see "my friend"  We got there late it was already 11:30 pm or so when we got there.  I wish I could have gotten there a little earlier only because some blond "Swim Fan" chick was hitting on him.  Lets just say by the end of the night She absolutely hated me.  And no I don't think it is funny.  She was really really drunk and I am just way to nice.  When I had gotten there "my friend" pulls me out back and laughing the whole time says HELP.  I just said I will see what I can do.  Anyway, Has anyone ever met a guy you were so comfortable around you thought that anything was possible.  I will just have to say I am very happy right now.  I cannot remember ever being this happy.  I think I thought I deserved to be unhappy, but you know what God proved me wrong on a few things.  A lot of  "things" And I refuse this time to stand around and expect the bottom to fall out.  I am just gonna go with it.  "my friend" is just so much different than any other guy I have known.  Ok I will shut up about it now.  LOL  I just had to LET IT OUT.  LOL

Have a good day everyone.  Hugs

Nicki

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Ok now lets see where do I start.  Today was pretty normal.  My mom and I did our grocery shopping.  Tonight I went to play poker.  I finished in 9th place.  I was proud of that place when there were 50 people playing.  We don't play for money.  We are just playing.  The top 35 people play for a trip to somewhere (they haven't said where yet and we joke about us winning a trip to Lakeland.)  I left and called my Mom and my sister to tell them how well I did and my Mom says to me you need to hurry up and get home I am tired of watching doggy porn.  Of course how often do you hear those words in a sentence.  It actually took me a minute to figure out what she was talking about.  Well,  I will explain.  My Daisy is in heat and not fixed well, LOL neither is Sabatian.  And he has been trying to ride the slide all day.  I crate Daisy when I am not home, so I am not worried then but we have to watch them like hawks.  Oh and to clarify Daisy is a Chiuahuah and Bastian is a Bassett Hound.  It is pretty funny watching them court if thats what you wanna call it.  If an accident occurs we decided to call the puppies Bassuahs.  I know cheesey and lets hope for no accidents.  Well that has been my day. 

Night All,

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I feel very anxious today.  I just got done cleaning the house.  I am sitting here listening to Faith Hill and thinking.  I can't believe how far I have come.  I feel happy.  It is funny how I looked forward to Spring Break; however, now that it is here I wish I had school tonight.  I know I am crazy, but I am bored.  Extremely bored.  My dreams have stopped again.  For a while there I was having a bunch of weird dreams, but I knew I was working things out in my dreams.  Now I am kinda worried.  They just stopped.  If anyone knows whether that is a good thing or bad thing let me know.  My life has been pretty boring, but you know I wouldn't have it any other way.  LOL  I spent the first half of my life filled with bull****, the second half needs to be boring.  I know this was a boring entry, but what can I say boring is good in my life.  LOL 

Have a Good Day

NICKI

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Believe it or not I don't want to make a big deal about writing in this journal.  It has been several months since I have written.  Sorry to everyone.  I did not mean to drop of the face of the earth.  School is going good.  My all together GPA is 3.7.  I am happy with that for the time being.  I want to say this:  I have finally hit a point in my messed up little brain where I can remember the happy things that happened with my ex-husband and not want to see him.  I am finally on my way to getting to a better place.  I wanted to share that. For me this is a big feat.  I am overjoyed with this.  I am shouting out to all my girls who used to read my journal.  Thank you for always commenting and just plain being good internet buddies.  Big hugs and kisses to you all.  Angela my sister, my best friend, I love you and I will see you tomorrow for our MOVIE NIGHT.  Oh and by the way we are all due for a night out.  HEEHEEHEEHEEHEE. 

Lots of Love,

Nicki

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I haven’t written in my journal in a long time. Get this, I canceled my aol, but as most of you probably already know I get to keep my screen name and go to aol.com to use it. It makes no sense. What are we paying for again? Classes are over and I have a month to CHILL. I need a break. I am going to go for the spring, and taking the summer off. Who knows maybe this month off will revive me. My aunt is coming for Christmas. We are looking forward to that. I have still been attending church with my brother. I like the church. The pastor is funny, and he gives a good sermon. My church has a bikers section. It’s pretty cool, when you pull in to the parking lot their bikes are all lined up in a row. They have their own meetings. They even have weight watchers meetings. They have built a new sanctuary for us. We get to actually go to it in February. My sister, Angela and I have been walking. (I am so proud of her. Lookin good sis.) It has been good for both of us. She has been coming over here to my house and we walk. (I think she likes the break from the kids. SHHHHHH don’t tell anyone.) I have lost weight too but I just don’t feel it. I am losing it in places like my boobs and my butt. Trust me that’s not where I need to lose it. LOL. Of course my sister doesn’t have that problem. But that’s ok cause one day when we win the lottery (haha funny) she is gonna give me some of hers. LOL. Well anyway, take care and God Bless.

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