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Feeling Sad
Feeling very sad
The supreme happiness of life is the conviction of being loved for yourself, or, more correctly, being loved in spite of yourself.
-Victor Hugo
My feelings got badly hurt today, and I can't seem to stop crying. It is amazing how FULL of people my house is---the girls have the house full of kids downstairs, our electrician and the masonry guy showed up unexpectantly to put in the new door (after waiting four months), and my husband is underfoot. Shelby is attatched to my breast as I type, of course, since I am upset she needs to be comforted too. I tried to go outside to cry, and my next door neighbor was on the porch!
I finally told my husband I could not deal with getting the door cut in our wall right now and fled to the comfort of my journal for a few minutes.
I really miss my sister. She has never even seen Shelby, who is three. We haven't even spoken in almost two years, and haven't had a real conversation in seven...
My family is a nut case, and I guess I am one of the nuts, too. I have not cried this much in a long time.
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I wish I could be your sister :) I only have a brother and I've always wanted an older sis ;) I'm giving ya a big hug ok??? Hang in there, things will get better, and quieter. You're not a nut, well, ok, everyone is actually lol!
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I hate when I have days like this. I'm so sorry your feelings were hurt... I hope you feel better soon.
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KAs
I'm sorry your hurting right now...only you know what you need to do...sounds like your missing your sister...you are loved..
Donna In TEXAS -
Oh Kas,
Bless your heart. I had one of those overwhelming days
yesterday myself. Wow, we could have sat outside in the
rain and boo hoo'd together!
Babe, there is nothing wrong with saying "Halt!" and
making everyone get out of your space for a while.
Nothing wrong with that at all.
Love you,
Connie
6/9/05 11:43 AM