Hestia Homeschool for Young Wild Women

Camille Allen's Artist Dolls and Sculptures   People have been sending me copies of an email all week long about these "marzipan babies".  Actually, they are made of polymere clay, but they are breath taking and stir my soul.   I did have a terrible dream that after they took out my uterus they found a baby in it.  I decided to make the doctors do a pregnancy blood test the day before I have surgery to put my mind at ease.   I am slowly perking back up. I am a happy person by nature, and I am determined to be happy. I ate Moose Tracks Ice Cream and I am reading a good scary book "The Bone Collector."   Dave took the girls over to his mother's house to watch UK Midnight Madness...so I had a good while alone.   Life is sweet.

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• #7 Comment from hestiahomeschoolEntry Author 
  10/15/05 1:12 PM | Permalink

  Actually, they hurt me, too.  Also the little life sized ones at the museum.  I had babies that size that I held. But they were not plump and with a head full of hair. Babies that are that early are very thin and red skinned and incredibly delicate....I know the grief you are describing very well...
• #6 Comment from rgossett4195 
  10/15/05 12:42 PM | Permalink

  I keep dreaming about babies too...at 48 I am sure it's normal, but I still sometimes wish I hadn't been so hasty when I had my tubes tied 9 years ago.  I would have loved a baby with my husband, but after two miscarriages and my age I thought it best...still regrets haunt me.  They always give me a pregnancy test before my surgeries (biopsy), but a blood test would be double sure.  Sounds like you are at peace hon, good for you!  The babies are so life like!  Hugs, rose~
• #5 Comment from magogos 
  10/15/05 11:11 AM | Permalink

  {{{{{Kas}}}}} I am so glad things are looking up a bit, you are not only a happy person by nature, but a strong one too. Margo
• #4 Comment from queeniemart 
  10/15/05 9:52 AM | Permalink

  I had a miscarriage in New Years Day 1991. I look at these little babies and a part of me hurts. Does that sound dumb? I think of the life i lost. No doctor was able to tell us why i lost the fetus. Add the guilt that i wonder if i did something wrong to all my other guilt. I talk to that dead fetus in my prayers. You know what? I dont think i have ever told anyone that before. Thanks for sharing them, Kas.
  Love, lisa jo
• #3 Comment from deshelestraci 
  10/15/05 8:12 AM | Permalink

  I saw them on someone's elses blog and am amazed at how sweet they are!  Precious!
  Traci