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finishing up
This will be my last entry for awhile due to some personal things I have to get done once I get settled I will write again to inform everyone about everything. So today as been one hell of a day first I had to go to work then take the wife to the doctor. Which when we got thru there turned into her caring on about the way they treated her in there. Now I was thinking to myself why tell me go back in there and let them know just how you feel.
Knowing she is a woman I told her just to go somewhere else to get the medicine she needs which turned out to be her changing her doctor to a non military provider which is fine as long as she is happy with everything. She seems to think she cant make it without me around but I know deep In my heart that she will do just fine if I happen to not be around to help out.
For me I am proud to service the fine Americans we have and don't regret anything I have done are may have to do in the future. I am a proud American and I have the good old American blood running thru my body and that I am afraid will never chance. If it wasn't for people like me then we would be like everyone else in the world running around like crazy people.
I have three loves in my life and I believe that is all a man needs which for me is the wife, the infantry, and my great pride I have. I believe if a man has the three basic needs met in his life he will die a every happy person. I live by three basic goals in life honesty, pride, and happiness I believe I have all of the met. Honesty is in my opinion is being able to be honest with your spouse, family, and friends regardless of the price that may need to be paid. Pride is my personal favorite because it can means alot of different things but the one I like the most is standing in my uniform and live by the values giving to me by the Army. Now happiness is my second best one because until I meet my wife I was not sure just how my life may turn out. The day I know I was in love with her I know then that my life would be complete forever no matter what obstacles came in our paths.
My wife's dad just past away about a month ago and know that he is no longer with us I feel I am the only one my wife will ever need to finish making her life complete till the end of time. She is telling me all the time that I just am not attracted to her anymore will I just everyone to know she is wrong. To me she is the most beautiful woman I have ever meet in my life and she will always be that in my eyes regardless of what she may think.
Baby doll I just wrote for people to read my true feelings about everything in my life and also you. I will love you forever no matter what happens I promise.
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