7:28:00 AM EDT
Feeling Sad
I DID IT
HELLO JOURNAL
GUESS EVERYONE HAS WONDERED WHERE IVE BEEN..WELL IT HASNT BEEN A REAL GOOD RESULTS..MOST OF U KNOW IVE HAD MY UPS AND DOWNS FOR YEARS..SOME OF YOU HAVE BEEN THRU MY LIFE WITH ME.. MY LIFE HAS BEEN LIKE A ROLLER COASTER RIDE..IVE STRUGGLED WITH BIPOLAR FOR YEARS AND MANY SUCIDE THOUGHTS ..
REALITY CAME TO LIFE I DID IT ..WENT OFF ALL MY MEDS ABOUT A YEAR AGO THINKING I COULD DO WITH OUT THEM
YEPPER A TIME BOMB WAITING TO HAPPEN YOU SAY!!!!MANY TRIED TO TELL ME TO GET BACK ON THE MEDS ..I JUST THOUGHT HELL I CAN DO THIS..
THE TIME BOMB EXPLODED!!!!!
I WENT THE SELFISH WAY OUT I DID THE UNTHINKABLE ..I TOOK A OVERDOSE OF PILLS..SQUAD CAME AND GOT ME
DIDNT WANT TO GO BUT SHERIFF GAVE ME THE OPTION
Written by hope4meeeee Blog about this entry
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hi
I can't know the horrors you have been through and I don't want to trivialize your pain. It must be awful.
but I do know that life changes.
every day is new.
if you would like to talk, you can email me.
Marti
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hi, i came via call for support. i am sorry to hear of your overdose, my thoughts are with you. mrs t xx
http://journals.aol.co.uk/mleppard06/eternity/ -
I came by way of Guido AND Lori. Just wanted you to know that you are in my prayers.
Hugs,
Gina
http://journals.aol.com/motoxmom72/GinasWeigtLossJourney -
Just popped over from Guido's journal.
I am so very sorry to hear about the overdose. I hope and pray that you are able to get whatever help that you need to help you.
My thouhts and prayers are with you
hugs Jayne
5/3/08 7:03 PM
I hope things get much better
Life sucks sometimes but sometimes friends can make it a little better
love,nat