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Feeling Chillin'
Thursday's thoughts
Some of you have seen in my about me section
that I have what is called "Borderline
Personality Disorder"....and you wondered
when I would talk about that. That is why I
did my last entry on it. Some of you were
concerned...asking me if I'm ok. Yes...I'm ok.
My moods change very fast and my thoughts
even faster so it is hard to live with...but I'm
managing.
My sleep has been very strange lately. I went
to take a nap around 5:30pm last night because
I didn't sleep more then 3 hours the night
before. To my surprise I didn't wake up until
1:30am. So that was the start to my day. So I
put on some coffee...and had a cig (yes I
started smoking again...UGH) and played a few
games of solitaire. I can't always play
solitaire because of my rushing thoughts I
can't concentrate...but today was a good day.
It's the same if I watch TV or read a book...
some days I can and some days I can't. So it's
the same when it comes to reading your
journals...and I feel so very bad about that part
of it. Some days I can read every word on
each journal and I enjoy it so much...but lately
I've been in a slump and not able to do that.
I'm sorry I feel like my journal entries are so
limited and boring...but so goes my life....one
day runs into another..and I don't have much
to offer except what I'm thinking. I don't
have a busy life like you all do. That's one of
the reasons I love to read your journals...it's
like I live my life through your eyes.
Ok have any of you tried the Peanut Butter
M&Ms? Not the Reeses Pieces...but the
Peanut Butter M&M's. If you haven't....don't!
They are so very addictive I can't stop
eating them....LOL.
We are under a Winter Advisory today...I don't
know how much snow we will get. I actually was
going to try to get back to the Aurora Club
today...but with the threat of snow I decided
I better stay home. No sense getting into an
accident just to go there.
Ok so today I'm going to try to finish reading
my book...it's called "The Survivors" by
Dinah McCall. It's a very good book....one of
those page turners...but with my issues it's
taking me months to get through it. I hope I
can finish it today.....my mind so far seems to
be cooperating. I swear some days my meds
work very well and others they don't...maybe
it's a brain chemistry thing...I don't know.
Anyway I want to thank the few of you who do
keep reading me...even though it's probably not
what your used to. I do appreciate the effort.
Who knows maybe one of these days I will
actually go out and do something that I can
write about....LOL. Actually I did go get some
groceries in yesterday...because I knew the
snow was coming. And there were those damn
M&M's....LOL. They are soooooo good. Well I
guess that's it.
Until next time.
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I hope you have more good days than bad. As for those M&Ms -- I haven't tried them yet, but now I'm just going to have to! lol Take care and have a good weekend! Hope that weather isn't as bad as they're saying.
Lori
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I can understand a boring life! UGH!!! Best wishes to you..-Missy http://journals.aol.com/ma241
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Interesting entry, June and thanks for giving an insight into your mind.
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Hi June =). Hmm... Peanut butter M&M's? Do they have chocolate in them, too? They sound so yummy! I have sleep problems, too. I have had them for decades. ACK! Aren't they terrible?! So what is your book about? I have a stack of books I want to read. I will start one and not be able to finish because I can't concentrate. I am like you, I feel like my life isn't interesting enough to write about. I am in a writing slump. Oh well. I better try. Take care, honey, and have a good weekend! Love, Val xox
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