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4:03:00 PM EST
Feeling Quiet
Just thinking
Just finished my last cup of coffee....sitting
here listening to the snow melting off of my
roof....or maybe it's raining...I can't really tell.
Another quiet day...with only cars passing by to
interrupt the quiet. Wishing there wasn't snow
on the ground...and on my car...so I could pick
up my laundry from the wash and fold at the
laundry matt. Last time I tried to do laundry I
was in so much pain...I knew it was the last time
I could even try to attempt it. Degenerative
Disc Disease they call it...I call it pain. Pain
that stops me from being able to enjoy the
things I used to do. Go places I used to go.
Doing simple things like washing the dishes...
all have to endure the pain. I'm tired of living
in pain...both emotional and physical...but we
don't get to choose our lives...or what becomes
of them.
Big Brother 9 is here...it started last night on
CBS. I usually have to wait until July...it was
quite a pleasant surprise to see them put
another show on in February. I like watching it.
Putting people from all over the states together
in a house with no TV...no News from the
outside world...they are forced to talk to each
other and work together....there's something
about that that I like. Watching human nature
unfold. Locked in a house with people you
normally would not pick to be your friends...
and learning that they are just like you.
Love...Respect....Acceptance...it's what all
human's want. I think when I watch this
"TV SHOW" I see it very differently then
others do. I even watch the Internet live
feeds that run 24/7 online...so I really get
to know each person on the show.
I wish I could afford to buy my family
Valentine's Day gifts...ones that would be
worthy and show them all how much I love
each one of them. All I have are words....
maybe actions. I was looking forward to
meeting up with my baby sis this week...
but the snow has once again ruined our
plans. It's supposed to be sunny tomorrow and
then....more snow :(
I forget when...maybe about two weeks ago...
me and my two sister's went to see
"The Bucket List"...it was a very good movie.
Then all of a sudden on my way home from
the movie I cried uncontrollably...thinking
how little time I may have with my baby sis.
Irrational thinking again.
I hope you all have a wonderful Valentine's
Day...to be spent with the one's you love.
Until next time.
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Wishing you love today and every day dear friend! (Hugs) Indigo
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I love that first graphic that you posted, I am sure that is respresent your pain..I couldn't imagine. I am wishing you the best. -Missy
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Hi June =). We got alot of snow here. Did you? Happy Valentine's Day! I usually watch Big Brother, too. I caught some of it last night. Was that last night or two nights ago? LOL I don't know if I like the premise of sticking two people together. We will see how it goes. So, how do you get the live feeds? Does it cost anything? I understand being in pain. It doesn't matter what your "disease" is, it still is PAIN. I can hardly wash dishes or do laundry anymore, so my place is usually way too messy. How do you deal with this. It causes me ALOT of distress. I used to have a very clean home. Not anymore. Oh well. Anyone want to come clean my house?? LOL Love you, girl!! Love, Val xox
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P.S. Did you do the Weekly Sentence this week, I need to go check... xox -
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