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Friday, March 7, 2008

i am crawling out from under my rock

Frustrated



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OMG!!  it has been FOREVER.

I have missed all my good friends here in J-land.

where to start??

uhmm,,, my back/neck are doing better.

and that's about all that is doing better.

I wont lie and say i have been to busy

same shit different day

I just haven't felt like cramming cyber space

with a bunch of complaining. 

so lets see we got thru Christmas

and the new year was fun

my oldest daughter turned 10

I turned 36

and my youngest turned 4.

 

days keep turning into weeks, then months then years

and they seem to be going faster and faster.

 

J and I still don't see eye to eye on alot of things

and it seems we waste more time fighting than making up.

I told him yesterday with tears in my eyes that I am just not happy anymore, I don't know what I am going to do about it.  All I know is my life is passing me by and all i want to do is cry.

i know it sounds selfish but I told him if he can't be the man i want i don't want him at all.

he did stop drinking whiskey, but he is still drinking beer all the time.

we had many battles about the whiskey and he finally found out i was serious after the night i kicked the coffee table across the room spilling all the drinks and ashtrays and whiskey in front of his friends.  i also told him 1 more time and i would call the police and have him escorted out of his own home.  I am not putting up with it.

ok enough about all that

see I can't come here with out complaining.

 

 

 



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This entry has 4 comments: (Add your own)
  • #4 Comment from stupidsheetguy 
    3/9/08 12:24 AM Permalink
    Well, I know things aren't perfect for you, but just keep standing up for yourself and maybe, eventually they will be.

    I just wanted to say that it was good to see a post or two from you. :)
  • #3 Comment from melissam6969 
    3/7/08 3:44 PM Permalink
    Glad your back!
    Hugs~ Melissa
  • #2 Comment from eeofficemgr 
    3/7/08 10:40 AM Permalink
    I am so glad to see that you are back.  Missed you!!!
    Michelle
  • #1 Comment from garnett109 
    3/7/08 9:13 AM Permalink
    Where have you been?