Kasey's Quilt of  thoughts

7:51:40 PM EST
Feeling Sad

No I havent   Life is always so hectic. This coming my 1 son that ia am alcoholic may go to prison for 5 years...his lawyer says maybe only 60 to 90 days..then a halfway house for a year or so. I do believe he needs to be punished.....but as a mother it is hard. I just thank God that he didn't kill anyone or hurt anyone when he is drinking.......I still don't think he thinks he has a problem.......well I hope he learns that he does.

My youngest daughter has been a major pain also....neither one of them will help with anything'dont pay rent or help with groceries ,dishes, laundry.. so I quit doing theirs..I dont cook for them, do any laundry of theirs and no money for a soda ect.. and they know with my back I am not supposed to be doing this stuff....and they said they would help ( ha ha ) I didnt raise any of them like that...is it me or are kids now days getting more selfish and think that everybody owes them something....they are 20 and 24.....So he gets sent away on Monday and she has to be out by the end of March....I cant do it any more and they have no right to treat me so terrible. I also told them that they would not be able to move back home....I am also going to change the locks....why give them another chance to walk all over me..I finally smartened up and took my own device......

I know the saying God never gives you anymore then you can handle.....but I am at the breaking point. I have a good shrink he has helped a lot...and I can call him when ever I need to... and some family and friends ( I thought they were )but I sure have missed all of you..you all have been such a great support.....I lost a lot of friends after my husband died...no one wants to be around someone who is depressed all the time......or cant afford to go to lunch or out for a $ 4 capachinno.....they say call we will get together..then they are always busy..I think that you dont get over the loss of a loved one for a long time...you just quit letting people see how sad you are...they dont really want to hear it anymore. I have had good things happen this last year..just at times the bad has just been such big things that they burry the good.. Well that is enough for tonight.......sorry for hanging this all on you. I will try to get on at least once a week so I can catch up on how you all are doing......Thanks again and prayers for all of you....Kasey

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9:31:15 PM EST

Hi all....I am still hanging in there. I am seriously try to get on more and get back into my journal. It has been a very long and rough the last ten months...I cant believe it has been 10 months already. Every day is still very hard......but the crying has slowed down...I am so sorry that I havent keptup to date with anyones journal..I hope all are doing OK..Thanks for the nice comments and concern over the last year...you are great people....I am on MSN now but will keep this as my only journal at this time......Kasey

OH this is my pup "  Buster "  he thinks he is a big dog.

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3:33:48 PM EDT
Feeling Chillin'

Hi. I am so sorry that it has taken me so long to make an entry...I can never thank you all enough for your support these last months.; Im sorry I didnt say thank you sooner. I am doing....Vic died almost 6 months ago and it has really been hard for me and my family.Since Vic died I have 1 new grandchild and one on the way...3 of the kids have had birthdays...and was Vics 1st birthday and fathers day since he died...and in a few weeks it would have been our 23rd wedding anniversary...........I am doing OK...better then I thought...but not as good as I would like to be............it is physically and mentallky hgard to get up everyday...but I keep doing it....I have to for myself and the rest of my family......I have a new email it is

pebbles1956@msn.com             I may start a journal/blog over there...I would love to be able to keep this one..I have made some great friends here.I will still have AOL till mid Sept but I very rarely come on AOL let alone the computer...............in the last few weeks I have been on a few times a week.............So I hope you are all doing well and I have you all...I want to know how life has been treating you ?

 

Oh here is my pup that I told you about in my last entry:  Buster

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12:13:25 PM EDT
Well not to much to say today...until I start writing. Things are starting to go pretty good.The back pain has been fairly resonable most of the time.......I found out I dont have sleep apnea I have .......Idiopathic Hypersomulence...........basically it boils down to excessive day time sleepiness........I started the new medication for it yesterday......Today I actually got my butt out of bed at a decent time........the docs figur part of it is the pain meds...the depression ( which is doing better

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2:21:31 PM EDT

I woke up this morning and for ome reason I feel different......I cant explain it. As I as laying in bed.....I as starting to think about Vic........and I started to think about some of the little things in our life together...here are some

We met at a friends halloween party

We dated for 2 weeks then I moved in with you....my 2 kids and your 2 from your 1st marriage moved us  in piece by piece

We could talk about everything from the minute we met

I asked you to marry me, in the kitchen of our first house.....you said no at first. ( you wern't ready yet )...then we did a while after

Your pant around your ankles, couch, ect........your not getting the whole story

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10:02:22 AM EDT

Sorry it has been so long....things are beginning to settle down.The life insurnce came o no m able t get caught up on th bills. My disabilty hearing got moved to June 16th. Katie passed drivers ed. has a car and going out to get her license today a little freedom for us both.....know she can get a job and go do things a 19 yr old girl should. also with her doing most of the driving...helps the back,......I did get the back rechecked the 28th and where the surgery is is OK !!! The downside is the back is full of arthritis.......not to much they can do about that.......and the docs really dont want me to have more pain meds.....I take enough.  I dont have sleep apnea !   But now I am going to have a Day sleep study..........I can sleep from 12 to 20 hrs a day and be tired...........even before all of the trauma of the death of Vic, we ( me & the doc ) know part of it could be my history of depresion, medications ect....so I get that done this Friday. I hope you all have been doing well......I am just going to make my self take time for me and try to stay awake long enough to do it.....I miss  reading all your journals and all of you...you all have been a great family to me...So I am back to stay..am going to try and make at least 1 or 2 entries a week.......Hope you are all doing Great...Missed you All

People don't care how much you know
until they know how much you care. 

Have A Beautiful Day!
God Bless You My Friends

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3:20:44 PM EDT

 Good afternoon?  I havent been up to much lately..except running around trying to still get things straightened out......And I think I may actually not have to go any where today How I would love to have nothinng to do for 2 days................half the time I dont know if I am coming or going   ........Time to step back and give myself a break.... Things are coming along slowley...I am having more time to let Vics death set in and take the time ...to morn the loss of the love of my life.....I cant even begin to tell all the support that has been show to me and my children........reminds us that there are still very many compasonite people out there.......the kid with the piercings, purple hair ,friends, friends family., my special j-land friends..

calls from old friends that we havent talked for ages becaue our life took different paths....people in my little town....that I havent really met because of work ect...........

I am gong to try doing something for myself a little at a time..I need the time to relax.

I will be back later to add a song that fits

 

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5:11:42 PM EDT

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12:46:39 PM EDT

Main Page - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Got this site from Krissy @Sometimes I Think who got it from another journal.

You are suposed to enter your BIRTDAY ..month and day only...and see what happens...really cool.....

 

Events December 31

• 406 - Vandals, Alans and Suebians cross the Rhine, beginning an invasion of Gallia.
• 1229 - James I of Aragon the Conqueror enters Medina Mayurqa (nowadays Palma de Mallorca, Spain) thus consuming the Christian conquest of the island of Mallorca.
• 1600 - British East India Company is chartered.
• 1687 - The first Huguenots set sail from France to the Cape of Good Hope.
• 1695 - A window tax is imposed in England, causing many shopkeepers to brick up their windows to avoid the tax.
• 1775 - American Revolutionary War: British forces repulse an attack by Continental Army generals Richard Montgomery and Benedict Arnold at the Battle of Quebec.
• 1831 - Gramercy Park is deeded to New York City.
• 1857 - Queen Victoria chooses Ottawa, Ontario, as the capital of Canada.
• 1862 - American Civil War: Abraham Lincoln signs an act that admits West Virginia to the Union (thus dividing Virginia in two).
• 1862 - American Civil War: The Battle of Stones River is fought near Murfreesboro, Tennessee.
• 1879 - Thomas Edison demonstrates incandescent lighting to the public for the first time.
• 1891 - A new immigration depot is opened on Ellis Island, New York.
• 1904 - The first New Year's Eve celebration is held in Times Square, then known as Longacre Square, in New York, New York.
• 1909 - Manhattan Bridge opens.
• 1916 - The Hampton Terrace Hotel in North Augusta, South Carolina, one of the largest and most luxurious hotels in the United States at the time, burns to the ground.
• 1923 - The chimes of Big Ben are broadcast on radio for the first time by the BBC.
• 1929 - Guy Lombardo performs Auld Lang Syne at the Roosevelt Hotel in New York City for the first time.
• 1944 - World War II: Hungary declares war on Germany.
• 1946 - President Harry Truman officially proclaims the end of hostilities in World War II.
• 1955 - General Motors becomes the first U.S. corporation to make over USD $1 billion in a year.
• 1960 - The farthing coin ceases to be legal tender in the United Kingdom.
• 1961 - The Marshall Plan expires after distributing more than USD $12 billion in foreign aid to rebuild Europe.
• 1963 - The Central African Federation officially collapses and splits into Zambia, Malawi and Rhodesia.
• 1968 - Marien Ngouabi assumed the presidency of the Republic of the Congo.
• 1983 - The AT&T Bell System is broken up by the United States Government.
• 1986 - A fire at the Dupont Plaza Hotel in San Juan, Puerto Rico, kills 97 and injures 140.
• 1990 - Garry Kasparov holds his title by winning the World Chess Championship match against his countryman Anatoly Karpov.
• 1991 - The Soviet Union is officially dissolved.
• 1991 - The civil war in El Salvador ends.
• 1992 - In the last of the great ITV franchise renewals, Thames Television, Television South West and Television South cease broadcasting, replaced by Carlton Television, Westcountry Television and Meridian Television respectively.
• 1999 - Boris Yeltsin resigns as President of Russia, to be replaced by Vladimir Putin.
• 1999 - Five hijackers, who had been holding 155 hostages on an Indian Airlines plane, leave the plane with two Islamic clerics that they had demanded be freed.
• 1999 - The Panama Canal comes completely under Panama's jurisdiction.
• 2001 - American Television Station KRON-TV loses NBC affiliation.

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6:49:36 PM EDT
Feeling Silly

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