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My name is Audrey and I'm 16 year old girl and I'm a music fanatic. I love all things rock. I'm a self-proclaimed punker. I live in armo world Glendale, Cali. I live amoung celebs including one of my all time favorite rockers Benji Madden. I'm also a member of PETA so leave our animals alone.

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Sunday, December 12, 2004

3:30:30 PM PST
Feeling Happy
Hearing the taste of ink by the used

the best day of my life

one day i was walking home with my friend and she was like lets go get a boba so i was like cool ok i want one so well we were walking there we past by starbucks and guess who i saw benji from good charlotte oh my god i went crazy but not in front of him so i went up to him and told him hi he was like hi how are you and then i asked him to sign a picture for me so he did then i seen joel and told him hello then after all that we went to get a boba then i called my sister and she didnt believe me so i ran across the street and i asked joel to tell my sister hi and he got the phone and said hi so that was the happiest day of my life

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3:16:56 PM PST
Feeling Happy
Hearing the used "in love and death"

the best day of my life

i met them one day at starbucks so that was the happiest day of my life because they were the nicest people you could ever meet

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Sunday, December 5, 2004

4:24:04 PM PST
Feeling Sad
Hearing the used

what happened

A couple of month's ago my boyfriend broke up with me and it was really hard for me because i really loved and cared for him. i really don't know the whole story why he broke up with me all i know is that he was mad because i would not put time into the relationship but i did it's just that one of my friends moved away so it was just me and my other friend so i could not leave her all by herself so i kind of chose her over him which now that i think about it i don't know if i made the right choice but oh well ....

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4:11:43 PM PST
Feeling Quiet
Hearing the used

the truth

"The Truth"

So here we are
We are alone
There’s weight on your mind
I wanna know
The truth
If this is how you feel
Say it to me
If this was ever real

I want the truth from you
Give me the truth even if it hurts me
[x2]

I want the truth

So this is you
You're talking to me
You found a million ways to let me down
So I’m not hurt when you’re not around
I was blind
But now I see
This is how you feel
Just say it to me
If this was ever real

I want the truth from you
Give me the truth even if it hurts me
[x2]

I know that this will break me
I know that this might make me cry
You gotta say what’s on your mind, on your mind
I know that this will hurt me
And break my heart and soul inside
But I don’t wanna live this lie

I want the truth from you
Give me the truth even if it hurts me
I want the truth from you
Give me the truth even if it hurts
I don’t care no more, no
Just give me the truth
Give me the truth
'Cause I don’t care no more
Give me the truth
'Cause I don’t care no more, no
Just give me the truth
Give me the truth
Give me the truth
Give me the truth
Give me the truth
'Cause I don’t care no more, no

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4:07:17 PM PST
Feeling Quiet
Hearing the used

It wasn't enough

"It Wasn't Enough"

It wasn't enough

I will try to believe in the things I cannot see
But my faith is shaking now like it's never been before
When I call
And you don't come
I don't know what I should do
Should I call?
Should I even count on you?

I'm giving all I can
It wasn't enough
To keep you in my hands
Should I give up?
I try to understand
Was it ever enough?
I don't understand

So here I am once again
With my back against the wall
Afraid to show you
Afraid to tell you
I don't know you like I did
I've never been so alone
I've never felt so insecure
And now I don't know where I'm going
In my life I'm not so sure

I'm giving all I can
It wasn't enough
To keep you in my hands
Should I give up?
I try to understand
Was it ever enough?
I don't understand

Giving up tonight
I won't let go
Won't let go of you
Giving up tonight
I wanna show you
Wanna show you

Am I giving up?
Giving up

I don't wanna give this up
I won't

[Chorus]

Everything you want from me
I fought so hard for everything
Everything you want from me
I tried so hard could never be
Anything you want from me
Anything you want from me
I gave it all

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3:55:51 PM PST
Feeling Hopeful
Hearing the used

"S.O.S."

Is anybody listening?
Can they hear me when I call?
I'm shooting signals in the air
'Cause I need somebody's help
I can't make it on my own
So I'm giving up myself
Is anybody listening?
Listening

I've been stranded here and I'm miles away
Making signals hoping they'd save me
I lock myself inside these walls
'Cause out there I'm always wrong
I don't think I'm gonna make it
So while I'm sitting here
On the eve of my defeat
I'll write this letter and hope it saves me

Is anybody listening?
Can they hear me when I call?
Shooting signals in the air
'Cause I need somebody's help
I can't make it on my own
So I'm giving up myself
Is anybody listening?
Listening

I'm stuck in my own head and I'm oceans away
Would anybody notice if I chose to stay?
I'll send an SOS tonight
Wonder if I will survive
How in the hell did I get so far away this time
So now I'm sitting here
The time of my departure's near
I say a prayer
Please someone save me

Is anybody listening?
Can they hear me when I call?
Shooting signals in the air
'Cause I need somebody's help
I can't make it on my own
So I'm giving up myself
Is anybody listening?
Listening

I'm lost here
I can't make it on my own
I don't wanna die alone
I'm so scared
Drowning now
Reaching out
Holding on to everything I know
Crying out
Dying now
Need some help

Is anybody listening?
Can you hear me when I call?
Shooting signals in the air
I need somebody's help
I can't make it on my own
So I'm giving up myself
Is anybody listening?

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