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Friday, March 10, 2006
12:53:22 PM EST
MARIGOLDS GOES COMMERCIAL! ALAS.
I posted this entry in my windmills journal here on AOL, but this is where it really belongs. If anyone with extra space on their bookshelves wanders through here, come check out what I'm removing from my shelves. It's like saying goodbye to dear friends, so your help is appreciated.
In the extremely unlikely event that anyone out there is still reading this journal, I salute thee. And want to let any journal friends (former journal friends?) know that we are in the throes of sorting and reaming and packing out this big old Delaware farmhouse, in preparation for moving to a slightly-less-old adobe house in the East Valley, in Albuquerque, NM. In order not to have the 79 boxes of books we moved here from Massachusetts eight years ago, I am putting some that we can bear to part with on eBay, for sale. As AOL has already turned Journals into advertising space, I thought I'd just play right along. If you'd like to see what we have for sale, come visit my "shop" on eBay: Maisie743.
Selling books is really hard for me, and selling them to friends would make it all easier. I will be listing more as we go through them; it's an ongoing process, so check back in from time to time.
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Sunday, October 2, 2005
12:35:26 PM EDT
NOTES TO MYSELF
This is not really a post - I just wanted a place to copy down a couple of passages from the last two books I've read. The two passages are perhaps polar opposites of ways of looking at our world, and I mysteriously can identify with both of them. The first is from Michael Cunningham's new and wonderful book: Specimen Days. The speaker is a woman who has been driven round the bend by current American society, and who has become part of a curious form of terrorist ring
"Look around," she said. "Do you see happiness? Do you see joy? Americans have never been this prosperous, people have never been this safe. They've never lived so long, in such good health, ever, in the whole of history. To someone a hundred years ago, as recently as that, this world would seem like heaven itself. We can fly. Our teeth don't rot. Our children aren't a little feverish one moment and dead the next. There's no dung in the milk. There's milk, as much as we want. The church can't roast us alive over minor differences of opinion. The elders can't stone us to death because we might have committed adultery. Our crops never fail. We can eat raw fish in the middle of the desert, if we want to. And look at us. We're so obese we need bigger cemetery plots. Our ten-year-olds are doing heroin, or they're murdering eight-year-olds, or both. We're getting divorced faster than we're getting married. Everything we eat has to be sealed because if it wasn't, somebody would put poison in it, and if they couldn't get poison, they'd put pins in it. A tenth of us are in jail, and we can't build the new ones fast enough. We're bombing other countries simply because they make us nervous, and most of us not only couldn't find those countries on a map, we couldn't tell you which continent they're on. Traces of fire retardant we put in upholstery and carpeting are starting to turn up in women's breast milk. So tell me. Would you say this is working out? Does this seem to you like a story that wants to continue?"
(Note to self: look up his two books prior to The Hours: A Home at the End of the World, and Flesh and Blood.)
The second passage is from Ian McEwen's latest book: Saturday.
Once, on a walk by a river - Eskdale in low reddish sunlight, with a dusting of snow - his daughter quoted to him an opening verse by her favorite poet..."If I were called in / To construct a religion / I should make use of water." ...They stopped to drink coffee from a flask, and Perowne, tracing a line of lichen with a finger, said that if he ever got the call, he'd make use of evolution. What better creation myth? An unimaginable sweep of time, numberless generations spawning by infinitesimal steps complex living beauty out of inert matter, driven on by the blind furies of random mutation, natural selection and environmental change, with the tragedy of foms continually dying, and lately the wonder of minds emerging and with them morality, love, art, cities - and the unprecedented bonus of this story happening to be demonstrably true.
So, would this religion be Intelligent Design or Creationism? Or, simply, science. These were both books I could not put down, stayed up too late reading, read most of Saturday yesterday (which was itself Saturday!) because I was felled by some mean and nasty sort of flu.
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Tuesday, August 2, 2005
11:08:19 AM EDT
A THREAD OF GRACE
Classes ended last Friday, then I slept for fourteen hours and finished A Thread of Grace. It was a long wait between books for Mary Doria Russell, and what a very different book from her first two - but the wait was certainly worth it.
A belief in grace is all that keeps me from swallowing ground glass most days, and that thread does run through this book. A difficult but compelling read, a story of great evil and great compassionate goodness existing side by side - an account I hadn't heard before. It's the story of Northern Italy at the tail end of WW II, the Italians finished with war, the Germans desperate to hold a front, the Jews who had escaped from occupied Southern France over the Alps hoping to find a safe haven in Italy, the partisans fighting a guerilla warfare against the Germans on their soil. There's a large number of characters, but once I had time to really settle down and read without constant interruption I had no trouble with the large cast.
It's done without stereotyping - not all the Italian peasants are generous and good, not all the Nazis are unredeemably evil, but don't get too attached to anyone in the story - there is a low survival rate, I must warn you. Not that it's unexpected, but it is a heartbreaking book. Heartbreaking but full of the wonders of grace, the miracle of the human spirit.
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Sunday, July 10, 2005
3:37:06 PM EDT
NOT DEAD YET,EXACTLY
I am not dead, nor do I sleep. I am teaching two work-intensive, fast-paced classes this summer. One I have taught several times before, so I am familiar with the material, textbook, etc., but it's a writing class and there's a lot of work coming in very quickly. It entails a lot of paper-reading for me. The other class is brand-new to me, and requires learning the equipment in our also brand-new language lab. The class is a kind of guinea pig all the way around, and I often end up feeling like an idiot. It's called "Advanced Listening-Speaking" and no one knows what it's supposed to be. The woman who has been teaching it turned it into a prep class for students who will be going on to take academic classes in the college, basically taking notes on lectures, and also learning to give presentations in front of a class. And that's the texts I'm using. The head of the dept, who will be teaching it next semester, doesn't like this focus and keeps giving me all kinds of other stuff she wants me to do. Not knowing the equipment means I often have to run to find someone to help me out of a jam - I hate doing this sort of thing in front of students. All in all I wind up with a massive tension headache every Tues and Thurs afternoon. Feels like a steel rod is running from the top of my head through my neck.
So, I'm teaching five hours four days a week, staying afterwards to fool around with the language lab stuff, get used to what I'm trying to do. This is an amazing, state-of-the-art system, but we've had no training, won't have any until September. The system is far smarter than I am.
Then there's TheBlueVoice, the new political group blog you have possibly heard about already. Seven other AOL political bloggers (as I often have been in my other AOL Journal, thewindmills) and I got together and decided to take our show on the road. It's turning out to be a very worthwhile and enjoyable project, but it's The Big Time, and I have been doing a lot of research for the things I write over there, which are mostly pieces on the environment.
So, where does that leave "real" reading? By which I usually mean novels. Kind of in the dirt, for the present time I'm afraid. I read a couple of Ian McEwan books, not the new one yet. They were okay, but I wasn't really swept off my feet. All my library books are so overdue I expect the Library Police to arrive at the door any day now. I started Mary Doria Russell's new book, A Thread of Grace (If you never read The Sparrow and Children of God I have to say go get them and begin immediately. They are probably categorized as Science Fiction, but oh, they are so much more than that. But isn't most Sci Fi more than that, really? It's why it's one of my favorite forms of fiction.) a week or so ago, and haven't gotten very far into it. Gail read it almost without stopping and loved it, so I know I need to stop this obsessing with climate disruption and species extinction, etc, and get back to reading.
As for movies, we haven't seen any recently because we are watching the first season of "The West Wing" on DVD. Somehow we didn't gear into this show until it won all those Emmies its first year. We don't watch much TV, and just had no idea how addictively wonderful this was, especially when Aaron Sorkin was its mastermind. We have two more first season discs to go, then we'll start on last season's "Six Feet Under" on DVD.
Three more weeks and summer classes will be over. We'll have a lot of company at the beginning of the month, maybe even all through the month. I'd love to get to Texas before the fall semester begins, but it may not happen. In any case, I'll get back to reading in the brief weeks between summer and fall semesters. Don't give up on me, please!
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Wednesday, June 8, 2005
11:58:23 PM EDT
TWO STRIKES
Just a short report on a couple of book disappointments. Yes, I have them - and these two were especially disappointing to me because I have loved the authors' previous work so much. Elizabeth Berg wrote what I still consider to be the best book on women's friendships: Talk Before Sleep. She's written many other novels, and some short stories. I've loved all of her books. So I was eagerly anticipating her latest one, especially after hearing her interviewed on the Diane Rehm show on NPR. This one is called The Year of Pleasures, and unlike any of her other books, it often felt false and forced. It's the story of a recently widowed woman of fifty-five and the year she spends after her husband dies, seeking a new life. The title may seem odd, given that short synopsis - but it will make sense if you read it. And it's probably worth reading, it's just not up to Berg's usual standards.
The second book was an even greater disappointment. I can't tell you how much I loved Sue Monk Kidd's The Secret Life of Bees, her first novel. I gave it to everyone for gifts, I dreamed about it, I still remember whole chunks of it. It was a wonder of mystery and blessing, love, spirit, heart and soul. So, for months now I've been waiting for The Mermaid Chair, her new book. I was on a long list at the library, but last week it was finally my turn. Maybe it's bad to have such high expectations for a second novel. In any case, it certainly fell far short. The story is basically banal, despite a lovely setting and a few mystical trappings, an affair between a married woman and a monk just short of taking his final vows. A lot of background tragedy in their lives, a lot of religious angst, but...it's the story of an affair. The writing is not what I remember from Secret Life, either - it seemed plodding and tedious in places, never the untrodden path that the first book set before me.
I haven't read any reviews of either book - so I'd love to hear from anyone who has read either or both of these. What did you think - have I just become old and jaded?
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Monday, June 6, 2005
10:00:30 AM EDT
WE'LL MAP MANHATTAN
Thanks to my friend Duane, over at SottoVoce, I have this fun map and article from the NYT to share with you. The article is "We Mapped Manhattan," and the project is one I wish I'd known about from the start. But, as the writers themselves say:
"Mapmaking is a process of omission -- if it were not, a map of the United States would be 3,000 miles wide. Our design allowed the display of only 49 books, plus a very nice epigraph from Melville (with thanks to Rob Tally of Durham, N.C.). In deciding what to include, we wanted to represent many genres and many eras, and to be guided by reader preferences. The triage was painful, necessarily excluding many wonderful books and authors."
I'm sure my submissions would have been the same as many others - Catcher in the Rye, the Eloise books, The Great Gatsby, Stuart Little, Time and Again. There are many on the list, however, that I haven't read - it makes a nice list of things to look for.
The resultant map is an interactive toy, you can go from location to location, seeing the actual mise en scène of each book or poem. It is a map of Literary Manhattan..."a place where imaginary New Yorkers lived, worked, played, drank, walked and looked at ducks." You may need to sign in to access the article and map, but heavens - who among us is not registered online with the NYT?
PS - I just checked, and you do have to sign in for the article, but you can access the map just from my link, without registering or signing in.
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Wednesday, June 1, 2005
2:54:43 PM EDT
FIRST LOVES

What were your favorite books when you were a youngster? Your really really favorites, the ones you will never forget? What I'm talking about are books you read yourself, or chapter books that were read to you, rather than small children's picture books, though of course many of those are now among the books I adore and give as gifts. I'd love to hear from people of different ages on this question - as I think that might make a big difference.
It's hard for me to pare the list down to a reasonable number, as I was a voracious reader from the moment I cracked the code. The first book I remember loving was The Secret Garden, by Frances Hodgson Burnett. I read it over and over, mesmerized by the strangeness of India, then by the romantic mystery of the English moors, the walled garden, the group of misfit children deeply involved in a secret project.
Another book I loved was Roller Skates, by Ruth Sawyer. I don't know if this book still captivates girls, but it certainly did me. It's the story, apparently autobiographical, of a ten-year-old's life in New York City during the year her parents go abroad and leave her with a guardian. She travels all over the city on her skates, making friends and having adventures. I haven't read this book in years, but it's still in the bookcase we keep full of kids' books, for the grandchildren, nieces and nephews who come to visit.
A lifelong fascination with anything miniature may have begun with Mary Norton’s Borrowers series, all of them. I wanted there to be an unending number of these books, adventures of the tiny people continuing in every possible environment. Something of the same magic was in P.L. Travers Mary Poppins series, all of which I loved – I wanted to be Mary Poppins, to have those magical abilities totranscend this humdrum world the way she could. P.L. Travers was a student of mythology and religions; she used to be the editor of Parabola in the days when I subscribed to that magazine. There is more than one doctoral thesis in the Mary Poppins books, though I don’t know if any have actually been written.
Mary Poppins could talk to the animals and birds, and it was a power I so longed to have. The talking animals of The Wind in the Willows enchanted me for years. They still enchant me. I can read that book over and over, pick it up and start at any place it opens. It is full of wonder and wisdom and poetry, much of my love of nature began with the animals and their environments in that book.
Even before I lost my heart to Little Women, Louisa May Alcott's eternal story of a family of four girls and their beloved Marmee, I had fallen in love with the All of a Kind Family, by Sydney Taylor. One reason is that it was a family of five little girls, and I myself was the oldest of a family of five little girls – and one brother. Taylor’s is a Jewish immigrant family on the Lower East Side of New York, and much of my early learning about Judaism, and fascination with it, came from these books. The first book has several sequels, all of which I loved.
I have been unable to interest any of the current children in my life in a book which I adored, Hitty, Her First Hundred Years, by Rachel Field, and I’m not sure why. It does seem rather dense on first glance, and the language is not contemporary – but, oh, the story! A hundred years of history and adventure in this autobiography of a wooden doll. There is a new edition, reworked by two very fine children’s authors and illustrators, Rosemary Wells and Susan Jeffers. But I still treasure my copy of the original, and think maybe I need to read it again soon.
There are many more children’s books that I’ve discovered as an adult – I’m a great fan of kids’ books – but this is a short list of some I experienced as a real child, on real summer days when I used to take a book up into the branches of a tree and spend as long there as I could, lost in dreams, stories, adventures, discovering worlds within worlds, learning the power and wonder of words.
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Monday, May 16, 2005
8:06:21 AM EDT
POST SCRIPT
A brief PS to my last post: another book read during my journal hiatus was John Dunning's The Sign of the Book. I wrote about Dunning's books last year when I had read the third one in the Bookman series, and I haven't much to add after reading this one. It was the weakest of the series, as Cliff Janeway, Our Hero, is out in the Colorado mountains scrambling around trying to figure out whodunit. He is better when the mystery keeps him in Denver, in his antiquarian bookstore and there is more booklore. The first two books, Booked to Die and The Bookman's Wake, were the best of the series. Things are getting stretched a little thin now, it seems to me.
Dunning himself used to have exactly such a bookstore in Denver, The Old Algonquin. He now has only a virtual bookstore, which can be visited here.
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Sunday, May 15, 2005
6:26:17 PM EDT
BOOKS ON A THREAD
Well, two weeks since I last put anything in this journal. Two very busy weeks, might I add. End of semester stuff: getting the last papers into writing portfolios, finals given and graded, final grades turned in. Then the ESL graduation ceremony, where this year there were quite a few students whom I've known since they entered the program. This is the first year that's been true, and I felt quite maternal seeing their pride and self-confidence as they stepped up to receive their certificates. It was a joyous occasion, and is a good reminder of why I'm there.
Even with busyness, I've read a few things - nothing of great literary merit, the sort of thing that can be read while eating a sandwich or in those moments before fading into total unconsciousness at night.
Thinking over what I've read recently, I find an unexpected thread linking all of them - they have all been largely concerned with children, in one way or another. Nevada Barr's latest mystery, Hard Truth, was deeply disturbing to me because of its loathsome villain, an abuser of children. I guessed who the vile creep was quite early on, and endured the story to the end anyway. Barr has never had anything quite this difficult to deal with – I don’t read her mysteries for nitty-gritty hard core evil; I read them for the ambiance more than anything else. The National Parks where her hero Anna Pigeon is stationed – a different one in every book – are the focal point for me. As well, of course, as Anna herself. A strong, gutsy, outdoorsy, middle-aged woman is an unusual figure and one I enjoy knowing. I'm sure horrible things happen in national parks, but I didn't expect this. This book left me distressd and depressed. I’m not going to be so eager to pick up the next Anna Pigeon book.
Then I read Sue Miller’s most recent novel, Lost in the Forest, which was quite a compelling read. The story of a family in northern California and their response to the tragedy that happens at the very beginning of the book, it features three very real child protagonists. The middle child, Daisy, bereft at a crucial point in her early teens of the stepfather she loved, is left open to the chaos of the Real World. It is again a story of child abuse, in its way; for Daisy anyhow. We come to know these children much better than the kids in Nevada Barr’s book, as we also come to know their divorced parents and their community of friends. Sue Miller is a wonderful writer, but her books – from The Good Mother on up to this latest novel – always bother me. Her fictional parents seem too detached from their children, too unaware of what they deeply need. I’m sure this is often the case, but nonetheless disturbing.
Then came Meg Wolitzer’s The Position, another family story, another set of parents completely unaware of their children’s real selves, real lives, real needs. It is a terrific book, and did NOT leave me distressed or bothered. These four kids took care of each other and of themselves, and we follow them into adulthood, thus learning how they all turned out. The "position" of the title is a sexual position invented by their parents, the infamous authors of the first ever aboveground sex guide, called Pleasuring: One Couple’s Journey to Fulfillment. I imagine the book as something along the lines of The Joy of Sex, as it is illustrated with drawings of their actual parents in sexual poses and positions. Imagine being a child in fourth or sixth grade, even worse –high school! and having such a book making giant waves everywhere. The horror is unthinkable. The children are affected by the book’s publicity, and then by the subsequent divorce of their parents when Roz, their mother, falls in love with the artist who illustrates the manual. All of the characters were real to me, like people I actually know now, with the exeption of the oldest daughter, Holly. The gay son, Dashiell, was my favorite, even though he ends up as a Log Cabin Republican – in reaction to his ultraliberal parents. I loved this book, and do recommend it highly. I love Meg Wolitzer, and am currently reading an older book of hers which I can’t remember previously reading - Surrender, Dorothy.
The last book in this group is Joyce Maynard’s The Usual Rules. Again about a family, again divorced parents are an important component (this is true for all of the books mentioned here, with the exception of the Nevada Barr – where the children’s family structure is truly strange: a Mormon offshoot group with a stern patriarch and several young wives.), as is the tragedy of parental loss. Here Maynard has taken on the seminal tragedy of our time, the destruction of the WTC. The mother of the two young characters, Wendy and Louie, dies in that attack, leaving them and their father (Wendy’s stepfather, Louie’s birth father) devastated and lost. The story is told through thirteen year old Wendy’s voice and viewpoint, and is quite an affecting one. There are perhaps too many really nice and quirky characters, especially when Wendy gets to California where her own birth father now lives, but they are all there to help Wendy decide that it IS possible to continue living, even through the terrible grief, confusion and guilt she feels. The kids in this book are great, and I totally fell in love with Louie, a very believable four year old. It’s a little too pat, too predictable; it’s a book I could recommend for a kid Wendy’s own age to read, even though it’s written for adults.
So, that’s where I’ve been, bookwise. And I only just realized, as I began to write about my recent reading, what a theme ran through it. There are several books in my stack that I’m reading over a period of time, The Last Hours of Ancient Sunlight, Garlic and Sapphires, Plan B – books that don’t come from the library and can be dipped into when the mood strikes.
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Saturday, April 30, 2005
12:58:51 PM EDT
LOVE THOSE LADIES
I have much to consider in this blog, but for the moment I only have time to pass along this movie review I just read at Salon.com. That two of my favorite actresses, maybe even my two favorite actresses, are together in a film that sounds so wonderful is reason to continue living - at least until I see it. And then, I could get the DVD and see it over and over. It sounds like the sort of film that deserves to be called literature, thus included in a book blog. Read and rejoice.

Maggie Smith and Judi Dench in "Ladies in Lavender."
"Ladies in Lavender" Maggie Smith and Judi Dench prove beauty is ageless in this sparklingly lively period piece.
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April 29, 2005 | "Ladies in Lavender," the directorial debut of actor Charles Dance, is the kind of small, fine-boned English picture that's usually sold with one of those deadly art-house-cinema trailers. You know the kind: The actors' most emotive moments are plucked out of context and put before us against a backdrop of swollen string music. Sometimes there's even a handy voice-over to alert us to significant plot points: "Two lives will be changed forever by a stranger" -- that sort of thing.
Trailers like these are designed to attract the widest and dullest possible audience, but so often they do a disservice to the very movies they're trying to sell. Personally, I'd run a mile from "Ladies in Lavender" if it were the kind of movie its trailer wants us to think it is. But the movie itself, sensitively but sturdily made, with an ear attuned to the most delicate notes of the story, is the sort of small, independent-minded picture that so much of American indie cinema strives, and often fails, to give us. It's a conventional picture, but it feels so deeply alive that it's practically a novelty.
Ursula (Judi Dench) and Janet (Maggie Smith) are two elderly unmarried sisters living together, in the cliff-top home they grew up in, in Cornwall. The story opens in the late '30s; as the picture unfolds we learn that Janet has been married before (her husband died in the Great War), but Ursula doesn't seem to have had many suitors, if any, in her youth. One morning, after a storm, the two women step out into the garden in their nighties to find out how much damage the wind and rain have done to their plants. They look down to the shore and see that a man has washed up there overnight; he lies face-down on the beach. The two women, clutching their dressing gowns around them, rush down to see if he's still alive. ("I suppose the sensible thing would be to turn him over," Janet says.) Finding that he's still breathing, they get help and tuck him into one of their spare beds, waiting anxiously for him to come to.
The young man's name is Andrea (he's played by Daniel Brühl, the expressive, likable young star of 2003's "Good Bye Lenin!"), and he speaks only Polish and German. The story that follows is relatively simple; as we learn more about who Andrea is, and what role he comes to play in the sisters' lives, the picture takes on deeper and more delicate textures.
Dance adapted the script from a short story by a nearly forgotten author named William J. Locke. (Dance was doing a film in Budapest and started flipping through one of the many books that were being used as set dressing; it was a collection of short stories by Locke, which Dance took it upon himself to "liberate.") The picture is simply made with a minimum of gimmickry. In a few places, Dance can't leave well enough alone: He uses some slow-motion and flashback effects that feel superfluous and clichéd. But mostly, he trusts the story, a seemingly simple skill that some filmmakers never get around to learning. And he recognizes that the strong landscape of Cornwall has to be a character in the movie: Its fierce jagged shores look like no other place on earth, and even the light has a rough, vital quality. (The fine cinematography here is by Peter Biziou.)
And beyond all that, we have the pleasure of watching Maggie Smith and Judi Dench. (The solidly entertaining supporting cast includes Miriam Margolyes, David Warner and Natascha McElhone.) Smith plays the sensible sister, the one who's grounded in reality every minute. But she's deeply moving in the way she reveals, scene by scene, the silky-strong quality of the bond she has with Ursula, and the way her annoyance with her sister is bound up with passionate protectiveness. And Dench, hands down one of the most beautiful actresses now working, is so radiant here that you can barely take your eyes off her. There's a strong current of sexual precociousness in the performance. Her Ursula is elfin and flirty, not in a way that's inappropriate but in one that's simply ageless.
While actresses dread, understandably, arriving at that point in their careers when the only thing that's left to them are "old lady" roles, neither Smith nor Dench seem too worried about it. They both understand that the trick lies not in playing an age but in playing a character. Their best years aren't behind them but inside of them.
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