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Thursday, March 6, 2008
1:41:00 PM EST
Feeling Chillin'

Im stillalive and breathing

 I know its been a long long time since I did a journal entry here. I havent forgotten you and actually have been reading your journals but havent commented. I guess the winter blues have had me down for quite a while and just going to work and comming home to the kids and house is about all Ive been able to do. I think I am beginning to pull out of the depression and Im really glad to see life in a different light today. Im not all the way there yet but im getting out of the pit Ive been in and hopefully soon I will be up and running again.

I finally got a child support check yaaaaay! It was quite a suprise and its been a long haul trying to get it going and FINALLY! All teh visits to the child support office and signing papers and waiting has paid off. Its not as much as the paper states I should get but its mroe than I had a day ago and Im glad to finally see the boys daddy having to be responsable in some way for their well being.!

 I am on recooperation from surgery I had on my tail bone on tuesday. I cant go back to work until this comming monday so the child support sure came at the right time since my check will be short three days. I have a recheck appointment in a little while with my GP and Im anxious to see what he thinks of the healing and what he thinks of the infection that was removed. I am ready to get back to deeling human and being able to move around at will this sitting still stuff is for the birds now that the depression is starting to lift! Im looking forward to spring and warmer weather. Anyone who has depression and especially if the yave seasonal effective disorder like i have along with the major depression that I have year round knows that spring time is the saving grace of SAD. Its been warm now for two days.by warm I mean at least 50 degrees  and nice enough to be outside with out having to wear a heavy coat! I am going to go for now and get ready for my Dr.'s appointment but I will be back and it wont be as long between journal entries from now on! Have a great day! ive missed you all!



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