Wearing the Mask

Have had no time to write here lately. Has been a really rough day today. Every time Josh goes with his dad he comes back in a horrible way and treats us like dirt. He is under the impression that we are supposed to buy him whatever he wants and take him to movies all the time because every time his dad gets him he spends those 2 days giving him everything he wants and buying his love. Yes that ticks me off. Joshua has cussed us for everything we are worth today and then some. He's had a really rough day. It has to get better I keep telling myself. Getting ready to go to church tonight. Hope everything will go allright. Joshua didn't go to bed last night till almost midnight so we are wore out. He just would not go to sleep. His dad sleeps with him and we don't do that so it makes it hard on Joshua when he comes back home. By the time he gets used to not having someone to sleep with he has to turn around and go back over there with him. Sometimes I really wish that his dad would jsut step out of his life for good and mine too. I hate talking to him and dealing with his garbage. Well I have to leave for church right now. Maybe I can write again soon.

April

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