Half Full or Half Empty

Time: 5:48:38 PM EDT
Author:  mizred2u
Mood:  Quiet

morning light

through the leaves

soft sounds

all around me

sweet smell

of fresh new day

a light breeze

touches my skin

i think of you

you hold 

my every thought

i embrace

the moment and

hold on

if only

forever

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Subject: Sometimes when you know better, but....
Time: 12:25:42 PM EDT
Author:  mizred2u
Mood:  Frustrated
Music:  Shake yer bootay

So, I arrive home yesterday, get into my iron pumping attire.  I feel a little tight, so I take it slow.  After the bench and incline press, I go to do the dumbbell flies.  I feel a strange sensation in my left shoulder.  (the one I have struggled with and has caused me to find a new career)  I feel a pop and now my shoulder, neck and arm are ON FIRE!  I drop the weight almost on myself as I was lifting it over my body at this point.  I scream out in pain and the tears start as I can NOT believe the pain.  So, I decided it was time to stop.  UGH!  Back to square one.  After all these years.  This BLOWS and NOT in a happy way!

Lately I been struggling with my feelings.  I care about someone.  I wonder how he is doing, he still is in my every day thoughts.  Am I just addicted to him?  Or do I really have feelings for the man.  I don't feel bad about any of it.  Just perplexed at times.  I have gone numb as I don't know how to handle this.  I don't WANT to handle it, I believe.  So, what do I do?  I go and get my hair cut and colored.  That's RIGHT colored for the first time in my LIFE!  :oD  I LOVE IT!

Now, I must stop typing as I can't feel my arm again.  Effin shoulder.... EFFIN WEIGHTS!!!


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Subject: R E S P E C T
Time: 10:49:48 PM EST
Author:  mizred2u
Mood:  Mischievous
Music:  Silence

 Raydeer8 [7:33 P.M.]:  age
"Me" [7:34 P.M.]:  ageless
"Me" [7:34 P.M.]:  lol!
Raydeer8 [7:34 P.M.]:  nice rack./.......
"Me" [7:34 P.M.]:  huh?
Raydeer8 [7:34 P.M.]:  Nice rack in your pic..............
"Me" [7:35 P.M.]:  Yup, too bad you have no class, good bye
Raydeer8 [7:36 P.M.]:  saying that signifies me no having class>?   ok........better that than being a red neck-shallow person                         don't you think?  bye
"Me" [7:38 P.M.]:  well, gentlemen don't start conversations like that... and I'm sorry you are a redneck
"Me" [7:38 P.M.]:  and are shallow
"Me" [7:38 P.M.]:  lol
Raydeer8 [7:39 P.M.]:  yeah.........handing out judgement is very smart,  Good Bye Shallow lady.............
Raydeer8 [7:39 P.M.]:  maybe your brains are below your neck
"Me" [7:40 P.M.]:  I believe you are the one who offended me by saying what all teenage boys say.
"Me" [7:40 P.M.]:  and are you not judging me?
Raydeer8 [7:42 P.M.]:  I believe that........unless you are 65 years of age, you should take that as a compliment..wait.........you live in the middle of the woods..........Social skills are non-existent,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,hummm   thats explains few things
Raydeer8 [7:43 P.M.]:  Good Bye.............

lol  Glad to learn I'm shallow.. lol

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Time: 5:12:01 PM EDT
Author:  mizred2u
Mood:  Anxious
Music:  Oregon vs Michigan game

All packed and ready to go.. Is it Wednesday yet?  LOL

Can you bring muffins on the plane?  Like 2 of them?  LOL 

Holy crap!  Oregon is giving it to Michigan!!  LOL  And I picked effin Michigan.. LMAO... well, one pick for this week was wrong.. dang it!  LOL  so far I am 4-5 games.. NOT bad for a chic who hates football... LOL

NOPE I am 5-6... WOOT!

::snort::  A chic who doesn't know nut'n picking the winning teams.. ROFL  I can hear the men now... LMAO... god I love competition... the smack talk will surely be even MORE so this week.. oh yes it will....

Love,

Moi

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Time: 3:24:54 PM EDT
Author:  mizred2u
Mood:  Silly

MmMmMmMmMMMMmM

PIZZA!!!

Love,
Moi


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Time: 1:44:28 AM EDT
Author:  mizred2u
Mood:  Quiet
Music:  some show on TV

So, yesterday was one hell of a day, which ended quite nice.  An old time aoler IMed me.. we chatted, but I just was not that into talking to her.  I decided to try to go "chat" and just sat there watching, until, someone asked about me being an Avs fan.  ::perk:: HOCKEY!  Omgosh... that was the turning of the mood.  FINALLY!  The bitch left.  UGH.  I swear.  It took FOR EVER!!!!  lol lol lol  This person, is a nice man, even if he is a Pens fan.  ::rolls eyes::  A trucker.  We chatted for quite a while.  It was nice.  A nice long chat about, nothing.  That's right.  We just talked.  Not any special subjects or anything.  It was a very nice change of pace from the regular BS on here.  ::smiles::  So, I met a font, who is nice to chat with. 

It is now 10:45pm and I am baking cookies to try to get my mind to stop and my soul to relax enough so I can go to sleep.  I can't have insomnia right now.  I need to sleep.  I have to be at my best for my trip to Michigan in 1 WEEK!  That's RIGHT!  ONE WEEK!  YAY!!!  I am already packed and STILL have room in the cute lil black n pink back pack with wheels I got.  YAY!  I just have to ship the present I got Teri.  I dunno what the policy is on wrapped gifts on planes and I don't want them opening it.  UGH!  LOL  How EMBARRASSING!  I'll tell y'all what it is later.  (she reads these things)  LOL LOL LOL 

 

OH!!!  and I must take my camera in to get the memory card copied to a disk so I can take pictures like a mofo!  ::Nods::  yes I must!

Love,

Moi - who wishes her lil peanut was going to Michigan, but understands why not.  :0(

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Time: 10:51:53 PM EDT
Author:  mizred2u
Music:  fans blowing muggy ass air

So, I woke up pissed off.  It must have been one hell of a dream I had.  I went to bed in a good mood.  So, why am I so angry.  It doesn't matter what anyone or anything does today, they piss me off even more.  What I hate most is, I can NOT control it.  It has it's grasp on me, and I do not know of where it comes from.  I want to punch the next person to look my way.  Good thing I am at home away from other living humans.  I started to do some yard work and stopped.  The wind pissed me off.  The muggy ass weather pissed me off.  It was supposed to rain today.  Did it?  HELL NO!  So, that pisses me off as well.  I have candles lit and they are not buring correctly for me to "hug" them down.  Those who burn the bigger candles know what I am talking about.  I cleaned out my fridge.  Nothing is left.  I threw it all away.  It is what I do when I am like this.  I just throw shit out if it is good or not.  I haven't eaten yet today, because I am in too bad a mood to eat.  I wanted to bake today and had all good intentions to do just that.  I have all the supplies, but did I?  No, because I'm too f**king pissed off.  Perhaps AOL is not the place for me to be typing about all this, as my language may be against some sort of thing... I shall continue on Blogger...

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Subject: Fantasy Hockey
Time: 5:23:26 PM EDT
Author:  mizred2u
Mood:  Ecstatic

Fantasy Hockey - If ya dare to play against the reighning champ, moi, email me and I'll send you the info to sign up.

MizRed2U@aol.com

Love,
Moi- Owner of The Winning Puckers!

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Subject: hmm... not a damn subject
Time: 6:04:38 PM EDT
Author:  mizred2u
Mood:  Mischievous
Music:  Kid Rock - the bah with the bah the bang a dang, etc.

So, I been looking for shoes.  The shoe styles have gotta UGLY as sin.  Let me tell ya.  I ended up at one shoe store where the CHEAPEST shoe was 145 bucks and the UGLIEST ones I have ever seen.  Hell most of the shoes made the ugly ass crocks nice looking.  Which, by the way, I will NEVER own.  EW EW EW how can you wear rubber shoes and not have yer feet sweat and slip n slide all over in them.  ::shudders @ the mear thought of it:: 

I love my earphones, I can't hear the yeller cat meow at me to go back outside after he JUST came in.  In out In out In out.  Well, he can just stay IN for a while.  heh

Scoutie is so HAPPY.  He has been kinda sad the past two days as I was out of Chewies for him in the morning.  After his morning potty he always gets a Chewie.  Well, money is WAY tight.  Actually only 2 bucks till Friday kinda tight.  LOL  He has been moping around the house all morning.  So, I broke down and went into town and used my visa.  UGH.  I hate doing that, but I kept it under 30 bucks and I can pay that on payday.  So, Scoutie got his chewies and I got gas n groceries.  YAY!  And these CUTE shoes I finally found that I said up there ^^^^^ .  I ended up finding them at Sears.  Yup, once again, all over town I end up at Sears and find exactly what I am looking for.  I always find shoes or clothes at Sears.  ALWAYS.  So, why don't I just start there to begin with?  ::shrugs::  Cause I like to waste my time and gas.  LOL!

Welp, I'm off to cause some trouble.

Love,

Moi

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Subject: YO!
Time: 4:31:37 PM EDT
Author:  mizred2u
Mood:  Mischievous
Music:  Bad Company- Feel like making love...

I'm SO SHIT'N HYPER!  lol lol lol lol 

How are all YOU!!???!????

Love,
Moi


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