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WHEN LIFE THROWS YOU A CURVE BALL
When life throws you a curve ball here's what you've gotta do,
with firm determination declare that it's not true.
Yes positive affirmations will keep your spirits high,
and soon you'll find no reason to sit around and cry.
Don't listen to the voices you hear inside you head,
for if you do you'll find it's true you might a well be dead.
As illness comes to greet you, believe you can be healed,
yes don't give up no matter what, no matter how you feel.
For what you thinks important and what you say is too,
and it can change so quickly what you see and what you do.
We haven't gotten to try out our camping rig yet because I've been sick. All these months I haven't posted wasn't because we were traveling around the countryside living our dream. You know what they say life happens while you making plans. I say, don't make plans, be spontanious. Just do it!
You know the old saying: "When it rains it pours." Well it did.
My sister Sandy who has been ill a very long time passed away in January. My mother had another stroke and heart attack in August of 2007. We spent a lot of time running the road up to Ohio and back and I was still trying to recover from my brain surgery and so all the stress took it's toll. It was going to doctors trying to find out what was wrong and then being given medication for this and that. I ended up in the hospital for Christmas and then again in Feburary. We finally found a wonderful doctor who was determined to find out what was wrong with me and fix it. During all this I was taking a product called Protonix for GERD and I was hospitalized with problems with my kidneys. In December there was nothing wrong with my kidneys but in Feburary there was. The biopsy of the kidneys basically showed that something was poisioning my kidneys and it was some type of drug or chemical or heavy metal and so since Protonix was the only thing different I was taken since Christmas we stopped the Protonix. I had lost my appetite during all this time and lost 40 pounds - from a size 12 to a size 6. Not a good way to lose it, believe me, having no appetite is pure you know what. It's been four weeks since I went off Protonixs and my creatine level is back to normal, Praise God. My doctor still keeps close tabs with blood work every two weeks and we have an appointment with a rheumatologist to rule out an autoimmune disease. All in all though I was on my way to kidney failure and Praise the Lord it has reversed itself. I call that a Miracle.
At Christmas time a friend sent me the following sheet of affirmations and I recorded them over and over in my own voice and would listen to them everynight as I was going to sleep. I believe help comes in all directions, shapes and sizes.
If you have or are in some kind of health crisis yourself you might want to give it a try.
IT IS NATURAL FOR MY BODY TO BE WELL.
EVEN IF I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO IN ORDER TO GET BETTER, MY BODY DOES.
I HAVE TRILLIONS OF CELLS WITH INDIVIDUAL CONSCIOUSNESS AND THEY KNOW HOW TO ACHIEVE THEIR INDIVIDUAL BALANCE.
WHEN THIS CONDITION BEGAN, I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT I KNOW NOW.
IF I HAD KNOWN WHAT I KNOW NOW, THIS CONDITION COULDN'T HAVE GOTTEN STARTED.
I DON'T NEED TO UNDERSTAND THE CAUSE OF THIS ILLNESS.
I DON'T NEED TO EXPLAIN HOW IT IS THAT I'M EXPERIENCING THIS ILLNESS.
IT DOESN'T MATTER THAT IT GOT STARTED, BECAUSE IT IS REVERSING ITS COURSE RIGHT NOW.
IT'S NATURAL THAT IT WOULD TAKE SOMETIME FOR MY BODY TO BEGIN TO ALIGN TO MY IMPROVED THOUGHTS OF WELL-BEING.
THERE IS NO HURRY ABOUT ANY OF THIS.
MY BODY KNOWS WHAT TO DO.
WELL-BEING IS NATURAL TO ME.
MY INNER BEING IS INTRICATELY AWARE OF MY PHYSICAL BODY.
MY CELLS ARE ASKING FOR WHAT THEY NEED IN ORDER TO THRIVE, AND SOURCE ENERGY(GOD) IS ANSWERING THOSE REQUEST.
I'M IN VERY GOOD HANDS.
I WILL RELAX NOW, TO ALLOW COMMUNICATION BETWEEN MY BODY AND MY SOURCE.
MY ONLY WORK IS TO RELAX AND BREATH.
I CAN DO THAT.
I CAN DO THAT EASILY.
Just lie there and enjoy the comfort of the mattress beneath you.
Focus on your breathing in and out as deeply as you can while remaining comfortable.
Do not force it. Do0 not try to make anything happen. There is nothing for you to do other than to relax and breath.
You will very likely begin to feel soft, gentle sensations in your body.
Smile and acknowledge that this is Source Energy specifically answering your cellular request. You are now feeling the healing process. Do nothing to try to help it or intensify it. Just relax and breathe and allow it.
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I'm sorry you have been ill Marlene!!! And I'm sorry to hear of your sister's passing. May she rest in Peace. And I hope you have a very nice Mother's Day too! Love, Shelly
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oops put that in wrong--it went on my site LOL---miss your wonderful pics on here--glad to see you back on here--Tammy
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Hi Marlene I am so glad you are feeling better ~ you have gone through so much ~ when I was recovering from Cancer I was given something similar to your "sheet of affirmations" I believe it helped me recover fully ~ I do believe our bodies can heal itself ~ I Loved your poem ~ Ally x
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I am so glad you are doing better....
and hope spending time in your new RV will be real soon...
Special thoughts for you and yours...
Linda :)
5/26/08 8:31 AM
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