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Thursday, January 10, 2008
2:21:00 AM EST
Well here it is. Fell head over heels for no fucking reason again. This just in:
you know lee i been thinking i think we should take a break from each other for a while. because im starting to feel like even though it is untitled that we are in a relationship thats what has been bothering me all this time but i didnt want to tell you because i dont want to lose you as a friend....... just until i can start thinking normal again
You won't lose me as a friend. =) um... just don't push me away and avoid me like you do to other people sometimes, okay? that's why I asked you last night if it bothered you, me always sleeping with you, and hanging out with you all the time. So I probably shouldn't spend the night for a while, hmm?
probebly not i mean i dont want to creat any auqward moments or anything i know we are both going to the halloween party this sunday so no auqward moments please....... besides why would i push you away you are one of the coolest people i know
Well thanks, I guess.
Do you still want to hang out tomorrow for a while, or do you kind of not want to hang out for a few days until the Halloween party? I mean, it's up to you, I don't want to make you uncomfortable, you know?
probebly not for a few days......... i really need to start thinking on the right path before i end up doing something stupid, you have no i dea how much stress this has been putting on me
This is where it gets exciting:
Well I'm at least glad you let me know, before I started really irritating you and getting on your nerves.
And I know you don't need any more stress, quitting smoking and everything.
I just have one question... you really don't have to answer if it makes you uncomfortable... even though just reading it will probably make you uncomfortable.
Is this the kind of deal where you just need a break for a while, and then we pick up where we left off, maybe try a relationship someday, maybe not... or is it the kind of thing where you really don't like me "like that", and you never will, and I should just move on, think of you as *only* a friend... find another guy, stuff like that...?
Like I said, you don't have to answer right away... but it's just something I'd like to know some day soon, so I can do the right thing and not irritate the hell out of you when I do something.
i see you more as a friend
Funny that this could make me cry harder than finding out Carol was dead. I love how people say "I don't want to get into a relationship because I don't want to hurt you" when you're already past the point of having given a person your heart and soul. And bloody fucking irony that I just bought a dozen roses to watch them die.
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2:21:00 AM EST
Go ahead and do the stupid thing.
Well here it is. Fell head over heels for no fucking reason again. This just in:
you know lee i been thinking i think we should take a break from each other for a while. because im starting to feel like even though it is untitled that we are in a relationship thats what has been bothering me all this time but i didnt want to tell you because i dont want to lose you as a friend....... just until i can start thinking normal again
You won't lose me as a friend. =) um... just don't push me away and avoid me like you do to other people sometimes, okay? that's why I asked you last night if it bothered you, me always sleeping with you, and hanging out with you all the time. So I probably shouldn't spend the night for a while, hmm?
probebly not i mean i dont want to creat any auqward moments or anything i know we are both going to the halloween party this sunday so no auqward moments please....... besides why would i push you away you are one of the coolest people i know
Well thanks, I guess.
Do you still want to hang out tomorrow for a while, or do you kind of not want to hang out for a few days until the Halloween party? I mean, it's up to you, I don't want to make you uncomfortable, you know?
probebly not for a few days......... i really need to start thinking on the right path before i end up doing something stupid, you have no i dea how much stress this has been putting on me
This is where it gets exciting:
Well I'm at least glad you let me know, before I started really irritating you and getting on your nerves.
And I know you don't need any more stress, quitting smoking and everything.
I just have one question... you really don't have to answer if it makes you uncomfortable... even though just reading it will probably make you uncomfortable.
Is this the kind of deal where you just need a break for a while, and then we pick up where we left off, maybe try a relationship someday, maybe not... or is it the kind of thing where you really don't like me "like that", and you never will, and I should just move on, think of you as *only* a friend... find another guy, stuff like that...?
Like I said, you don't have to answer right away... but it's just something I'd like to know some day soon, so I can do the right thing and not irritate the hell out of you when I do something.
i see you more as a friend
Funny that this could make me cry harder than finding out Carol was dead. I love how people say "I don't want to get into a relationship because I don't want to hurt you" when you're already past the point of having given a person your heart and soul. And bloody fucking irony that I just bought a dozen roses to watch them die.
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