moment2shine

It finally dawned on me that my recent interest in any guy has been a subconscious distraction from Kevin... I'm looking for other guys, to take my mind off of him. Rejection is a wonderful thing.

So, one of the worse things I've done lately, was partied with a bunch of guys from my unit. Of course, I was the only one that didn't show up with my girlfriend. MY BAD.

In the process, Slaughter, who I'm so very slightly attracted to, decided that he wants to be my friend, and even worse, his girlfriend absolutely adores me. Trusts me completely. She's only 19. Tonight, they want me to go with them to one of her friend's birthday parties... hello? I just met her! Well. I have no idea where any of this is going, and I'm not sure I want to know.

Life would have been so much easier if Kevin wasn't such a douche. How come I always fall for the guys that don't want anything to do with me?

Even still, this time I fell too damn hard.