Subject: Wisdom River ;o)
Time: 10:59:00 PM EDT
Author: moonhillwitch
Mood: Quiet
Music: Loreena McKennitt - The Highwayman
I sit here and stare at this journal page, and wonder what is it exactly I am going to write. I wish I could answer that question, but I am not sure I can...lol! There seems to be much swimming around in my head this eve, I can't manage to sort it all out. I keep telling myself my brain isn't that big, that I can't keep track of the thoughts in it. lol! I also keep telling myself, when I finish growing up, I will be more organized with my thinking, etc. I am wondering exactly when that will be. I don't know if I ever truely want to completely grow up. That just doesn't seem like alot of fun...lol!
I guess the place to start, is with the thought that just happens to be in the front of my gray matter: I already had 1 friend missing in action on AOL, seems now that number maybe jumping up to 2 or even 3. I don't know if my slightly overly emotional mind can handle loosing contact with multiple friends at once, for any long periods of time. :o) I am still wondering what happened to a couple of online friends that I had lost contact with a few years ago. River used to at least pop online once in a blue moon, to let me know they at least were still alive. Wisdoms I haven't heard from since the last letter I ever received from them, telling me they were leaving online for personal reasons. I miss them both, and hope that maybe one day I will indeed hear from them again. I figure, it doesn't hurt anything to hope. :o) (And no, I won't be holding my breath) heehee!
Anyway, I guess I am done with this entry, and will focus on the next one.
Blessings!
Written by moonhillwitch Blog about this entry
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By the way! Cool idea this journal stuff.
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Someone missing? Hmmmmmmmmm, I wonder who? LOL, Love you moonpie! Me been busy as a one legged man in a butt kicking contest! Hope to talk to you soon!
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Osiyo Moonie, My sister seems like alot of good friends are leaving these days hopefully they will return and if not just know you will always remember them for what they were a good friend dohiya my sister (smile)
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Not growing up! No way, no how. And it never fails to amaze me how much online friendships mean to us. I feel closer to some friends here than the people I am in contact with every day. I think a true beauty stares at us through the screen- without the trappings of other relationships in the "real" world, we see only the heart and true-felt words, without judgments and facades. Sometimes I wish all people could see others so blindly. Love to you, Moonie!!
4/26/04 2:21 PM