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Subject: Time - again. :o)
Time: 11:00:00 PM EDT
Author: moonhillwitch
Mood: Chillin'
Music: The washing machine
I know, I haven't been here in a long time. Just seems things have just been going too fast lately. It seems like yesterday when I was on here often, but it has been years. It doesn't seem like it has been, but it has. I don't know where time goes. Sometimes I wish I could go backwards and other times I wish I could just make it stop, or even slow down. Needless to say I haven't figured that out...lol!
Lots of stuff has been going on, but I haven't had much time to update in here. I am still working, and on my days off, I have to play catch up with the housework. I know, I have probably said this before, but it has been so long since I have been on here, I can't rightly remember. If this is repetative, I appologize. I just don't remember where I left off to be completely honest. So much has been going on. I don't know if everything thing will fit in one journal entry.
First of all I miss this journal. I miss be able to sit down for long periods of time and just write what is on my mind and in my soul. I have missed the times where I have been able to just let things flow out of me, and onto this journal page. I keep telling myself I am going to get back to writing in it, but I just haven't been able to it seems. I believe it is starting to take a toll on me in some odd way. It seems without this outlet, things just fill up and I feel like I need to explode somewhere. I don't know if that makes any sense, but it is the best way for me to describe it right now.
Life has gotten away with me it seems. My oldest is now 17, driving and working. My twins are soon to be 14. I just cannot get over how much time has gone by. I remember when they were just little bits, toddling around the house. Now they are tall as or taller than I am, and I am not short by any means...lol! I guess I just have to get used to looking straight at them, or in my sons case, up.
I have also lost my other old dog. It was heart breaking, but he could no longer walk. I miss him... I miss just holding on to him when I am upset or need the company. I miss both of my dogs, but I have to admit, I miss him even more. He was my best friend, my protector when I was by myself and my company when I was sad. I will be putting his pictures up in here as I did my Lab. She was an awesome pet as well. She was always so happy and silly. I miss them both.
I did get another dog, and she is cute as anything, and sweet as can be. She is not them, but she helps me not feel so sad. She is a puppy, so she also keeps me on my toes...lol! I will put pictures of her in here when I get the chance. She is a little boxer mix with the cutest face. She is a handful though...lol! I forgot how much work puppies were until she came to live with us. My other 2 dogs were adults and housebroken when we got them. This one needed a little guidence and training, but she is all good now. :o)
Oh well, I guess I will close for now. I still have a little bit of landry to do, so I will be up for a little bit longer. I hope not too much longer though, as I have to work in the morning, and tomorrow is also the first day of school for the twins. I hope they have a good day. My oldest's first day isn't until Thursday, so she has a break still. I do have to work in the morning as well, so I will be needing some sleep. I am not as young as I used to be, and I definately need more sleep than I used too. I wonder sometimes, how I ever managed to get by with such little sleep when I was younger. I still haven't figured that one out completely...lol! ;o)
Anyway... Sleep well and dream well, when sleep finds you. Bright blessings to you and yours, this day and everyday!
~Moonie
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((((Moonie)))) For whenever you get a chance to get back here... lol lol Boy or boy do I know the feeling about time slipping away. Things that seem like they happened yesterday was really a year or so ago... I finally deleted my journal on here, because I didn't have time to post anything. In addition to my full time job, I am now president/director of a charity that we have just started. We just received our 501c3 status and are formed as a cultural education and fundraising org. Our focus is Native American and helping children. All of this on top of doing bodywork and studying Jin Shin Do. Anyway, miss you and wish the best for you and yours. Love, Rhonda
9/17/07 9:43 PM