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Wednesday, June 16, 2004
2:43:00 PM EDT
Feeling Frustrated
Hearing Red Hot Chili Peppers/ Don't Forget Mehahahahahahahahahah
Someone has a wicked sense of humor up there, out there, wherever. We're told that when one door closes, another opens, blah blah blah. Cynicism rears it's ugly head today. We're always being tested, having our buttons pushed, our limits stretched, having our money put where our proverbial mouths are, as it were. I give up on the pursuit of one person because they absolutely positively do not, have not, will not have that kind of an interest in me and that's all fine and good because rejection, no matter how kind, is still rejection and I get it. But then I post a journal entry about meetings and consequence, pushing myself down another path, one of letting go, starting over, giving someone else a chance. Let me tell you something friends.... nothing is ever easy when it comes to relationships, starting them, ending them, making them work or giving in to them. I met someone else who piqued my interest, someone I was/am willing to take a chance on, someone who was attracted to me as well but now who knows. I think I may have irritated her, pushed her away when she needed understanding and faith, not denial. -sighs deeply- Sometimes I'm just not as smart as I like to think that I am... or as sensitive as I ought to be... or as lovable as I want to be. I'm out, work calls and I have to put on a happy face...
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Feeling Frustrated
Hearing Red Hot Chili Peppers/ Don't Forget Me
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I am sorry you are having a rough time hun. ((((((((Souls)))))))) I will hope that things work out as they should, and get better for ya. Blessings. ~Moon
P.S. I did an entry, I think sometime in April, about doors opening and closing. I sure hope you were quoting someone else and not me as 'blah, blah, blah." LOL! ;o) If you are, is alright though. I am sure there are sometimes I should have said blah, blah, blah, instead of spewing out, what was actually on my mind at the time. ;o) :-D Have a good day hun.
6/17/04 1:30 AM
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-Connie