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Feeling Sad
Hearing none
Too soon
Almost seven months to the day later and my heart aches as much now, if not more, than it did when I made my last entry. Today I received word from someone I trust that someone else, near and dear to me, had passed. When last we spoke, we talked about her illness and I urged her to stay with her treatment, if it was going to save her life. She was so proud of her son and life was finally beginning to smile on her in ways that she certainly deserved. She wanted to live, she wanted to be happy and I wanted everything in the world for her because she had been through so much in life. I don't want to go into details; I'll cry more if I do but she never gave up, always looked for the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. We started out as friends and became so much more with time. Now she's gone and I'm just numb. I loved her so much and she loved me despite all my numerous flaws. She was an angel to me in many of my darkest hours, always encouraging, always supporting, always loving me without hesitation. I miss her, I know her son misses her, I know everyone that knew her and loved her misses her tonight. Tomorrow, I'll pull out all reminders I have of her... letters, pictures and song and say my goodbyes. She's gone too soon. I miss you, Erika. I miss you and I love you so much but now you hurt no more. And that atleast comforts me.
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~Moonie