life

Life is what we make it or how we chose to live it. I was always informed as a kid there are several paths we can take and each one has its own merits or meanings. It can be good or bad and yet who knows what else or we can take the unknown path and see what develops at the end. I have take all three and each one has had a differeent ending. I have seen good times as well as very bad plus everything else in between. I have had my ups as well as downs. I have been very sick and no one seemed to care or sow any concern. I had to undergo major surgery here in China. Trusting these doctors were a major concern and knew that I had to give them my utmost trust and knew they were more caring going over the procedure while making sure i understood what was being done. Ok so this is life.

Life came to an end when I needed to dissolve my marriage and try to come to some more understanding in life and how life will make a difference. It was a choice of either doing it or living in a miserable relationship in which I might be killed. So made that dreaded choice and telling myself this will be for the best. What did transpire was i lost all but then i got my freedom. She was cruel in dealing with this and informed me that once it was finalized to get out of her and the kids life and do not bother calling. Ok! So she was being a real pain but then I had other ideas which I did not reveal to her and went my own way. It was good but very painful. I was neither happy nor sad. I did not think of ending my life although the thought did pass into my mind and what good would it do? So Hell life had a different meaning and began to move onto another path which gave me more insights in life.  I had a new life.

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