Book of Beginnings; Story Without End

Still looking for a job. Its amazing how it seems it takes me twice as long to look half as good - just for an interview. "The Lord giveth..." and time taketh some of it away. That's just how it is. I had a friend call from the local hospital about me filling out an application. Well did that - two weeks ago! Still waiting. Awww...I hate to wait! Hence, the reason I haven't posted many entries. I hate waiting on AOL.

Some interviews seem like a total waste of make-up. Like today, I don't even wanna try. I almost know word for word how it'll go. "...don't call us, we'll call you." (Yeah, well how 'bout I keep calling you until you hire me then I call in sick!)

The girls have been back to school since Thursday, the 10th and today is Corky's 10th birthday. Man, is she getting old. We had a pig out time, you know, spend $5 on pizza and $50 on junk food. She watched Grease 2 all day. over and over. Now the 'back-to-school,' 'cool rider' songs are stuck into my head.

I went to the store to pick up a sprite, but when I got home realized it was a ginger ale. F.Y.I.: its a drink that makes your stomach have the same sensation as when your hand or foot goes to sleep. I don't like it. Neither did the girls. I searched and cleaned the house for any spare change, and discovered my girls have nightgowns and pajamas. Don't ask me why they have both.

It amazes me how when I hear that alarm going off I'm dead tired, then I remember why it's going off (school) and I'm instantly energized. That's when that Capital One song pops into my head: FREEDOM!

My step-dad, Billy, will tell me I have 'Van Gogh's' ear for singing. I didn't know Billy knew Van Gogh & I surely didn't know he could use analogies.

Rec'd a few bills in the mail. Good thing I watched Dr. Phil Friday. Dr. Phils says to avoid unnecessary stress - so I refuse to open any bills. Dr's orders! I'll file them under W for waste and cross-reference them to B for basket.

A cute quote: "I suffer from amnesia and Deja' vu at the same time. I think I've forgotten this before." With that being said...I can't remember what I've forgotten to write....

For those asking: (or not) Billy is doing better. He is better than he was but not as good as before he got worse. I've learned the best time to talk to him and ask things - is when he's weak or about to have some precedure done. He's so giving during those times....

*depression is merely anger without enthusiasm! Remember that! If you are going to have anger - express it. Aim low. Avoid disappointments! LOL

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