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Thursday, May 8, 2008
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Just me
Everyone seems to think I am being hard on my brother. Maybe I am. Maybe something inside of me will soften. But right now I am deeply, deeply hurt.
And the fact that this coming Sunday is Mother's Day isn't helping anything. Even before mom passed Mother's Day's ads were all over the place. Every time I saw/heard one it feels like a knife stabbing into me.
Dad and I both see a grief counselor on Monday (different counselors but at the same place). I hope we both can come away with something that will help us deal with our feelings better.
Kathy
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I have a hard time with this holiday too...it's easier this year than last, but it'll always be a sad day on the calendar.
(((hug)))
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Kathy, as the sister of a brother who didn't go to the calling hours or the funeral of my mother -- I completely understand.
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Dear Kathy, I am glad to read that you are seeing a grief counselor on Monday. I will be praying that she/he can help. I waited for over two years before I realised that that was what I might need and once I did it did help...not at once by any means...but after a while it became easier to cope but now it is 14 years this last week since Mum died it is still hard...Much LOve Sybil xx
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Mother's Day will always be hard for you, I guess. My mom is gone 11 years now and I still cannot bear this holiday. I'll pray for peace in your heart on Sunday, it's the best I have to offer. Love, Penny http://journals.aol.com/fires
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5/9/08 11:57 PM
Connie