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Thursday, September 4, 2008
Subject: old folks songs
Time: 3:59:28 AM EDT
Author:  raydrelle
Mood:  Cynical
Music:  these are the words to the song playing in this movie im watching. I had to back it up 25 times


I wish i was a single girl again o
i wish i was a single girl again
O lord dont i wish i was a single girl again
 
When I was single my shoes did squeak
now i am married. my shoes they do leak
 
I wish i was a single girl again o
i wish i was a single girl again
O Lord dont i wish i was a single girl again
 
three babies are crying for bread
with none to give them id rather be dead
 
i wish i was a single girl again
o lord  dont i wish i was a single girl again
 
when he comes in its a curse and a row
knocking down the children and pulling out my hair
o i wish i was a single girl again
o lord, dont i wish i was a single girl again
 
~old folk songs
 
 


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Monday, August 18, 2008
Subject: today I am three years sober
Time: 2:19:00 AM EDT
Author:  raydrelle
Mood:  Quiet


Today I am three years sober.

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Sunday, December 9, 2007
Subject: The Bog Turd
Time: 10:25:33 PM EST
Author:  raydrelle


 
Raydrelle<?XML:NAMESPACE PREFIX = AIM /> (11:28:10 PM): the grossest thing in the world just happened to me. Im sitting here and the celing starts gushing water and i started yelling marc marc i ran and got bucket ran back out and up and around and knocked on door he opened it up in not much and said got water? i said ya lots and he said - walking towared the bathroom with me following ya the toielt backed up and thats shit too- it was all down my right side where  i got into it to shove the tv out from under it and omg im going to throw up any minute- i said backing toward the door, well i just wanted to know and i guess,,,, ill leave you to it as he was furiously stabbing at this turd so huge he had left in his toilet
Raydrelle (11:28:17 PM): <breathes>
CYBILinPARADISE (10:28:43 PM): omgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
CYBILinPARADISE (10:28:48 PM): im gonna throw up too
CYBILinPARADISE (10:28:55 PM): omg omg omg
Raydrelle (11:29:18 PM): scruba dub dub!
CYBILinPARADISE (10:29:08 PM): bad enough if its your own familys toilet but thats stranger shit
Raydrelle (11:29:55 PM): lol
Raydrelle (11:29:57 PM): wheeee
CYBILinPARADISE (10:29:48 PM): omg that is badddddddddd
Raydrelle (11:30:14 PM): sheesh
Raydrelle (11:31:51 PM): i see water marks on the paper in my printer
Raydrelle (11:31:57 PM): O_O
CYBILinPARADISE (10:32:16 PM): acck
Raydrelle (11:34:33 PM): lmfao- cybil - i sent him the same thing i wrote you
Raydrelle (11:34:39 PM): omg my stomach hurts laughing
Raydrelle (11:34:41 PM): read this
CYBILinPARADISE (10:34:30 PM): lololololo
Raydrelle (11:34:50 PM): Quidid0 (10:33:36 PM): ray      99  .9  %  of  the   water   that   touched  ur   skin  had  no   fecal  matter  in    it  >>>>  as  a  matter  of   fact  30%  of   th  people  in  africa   rink  more     dirty   water   than   that  >>>>  u   will   survive>>>>>>>>>>.  the   worst   thing   that  happened   to  u   was  having   to     gaze   upon   a   bog   turd>>>  but   atleast  ur  upstairs   guy  has  a     health   d9igestive system
Raydrelle (11:34:55 PM): bog turd
Raydrelle (11:35:02 PM): it was THIS BIG
Raydrelle (11:35:11 PM): and it was fighting for its life
CYBILinPARADISE (10:34:57 PM): omggggggg roflmaoooooooooooooooo
CYBILinPARADISE (10:35:09 PM): im glad i wasnt just taking a drink
Raydrelle (11:35:41 PM): lol\
CYBILinPARADISE (10:35:34 PM): the worst thing you had happen was having to gaze at a big turd ahahahahah
Raydrelle (11:35:59 PM): he called it a bog turd
CYBILinPARADISE (10:35:42 PM): omg im crying
CYBILinPARADISE (10:36:00 PM): i ate tacos and my stomach is killing me
CYBILinPARADISE (10:36:10 PM): and laughing is excrutiating right now
Raydrelle (11:36:36 PM): i had to gaze upon a bog turd
CYBILinPARADISE (10:36:22 PM): youre killing me
CYBILinPARADISE (10:36:48 PM): jim is way back in the bedroom dammit
CYBILinPARADISE (10:36:51 PM): he needs to read this
Raydrelle (11:37:09 PM): ahahah
Raydrelle (11:37:18 PM): yes it was a gem wasnt it
Raydrelle (11:37:19 PM): lmfao
CYBILinPARADISE (10:37:07 PM): im crying
Raydrelle (11:37:38 PM): i couldnt get out of there fast enough i was going backwards like a crab
CYBILinPARADISE (10:37:31 PM): lolololoo
Raydrelle (11:39:12 PM): Quidid0 (10:37:57 PM): for  1  u   should  poop  in  the  mourning   not  at   night>>>>  wonder  if   that   turd    had   been  in   that   toilet   water   all   day???
Raydrelle (11:38:24 PM): he works nights

Raydrelle (11:38:29 PM): this is his morning

Quidid0 (10:38:20 PM):
he  just   forgot   to   flush  till  now
Raydrelle (11:38:46 PM): o thats ever so the grossest

Raydrelle (11:38:53 PM): i cant stand to think of that

Raydrelle (11:38:56 PM): poop soup
CYBILinPARADISE (10:39:14 PM): hold on let me scroll up for jim
CYBILinPARADISE (10:43:41 PM): omg i just tried to read it out loud to jim and couldnt even make words at some points lmaoooooooooooooooo
CYBILinPARADISE (10:43:52 PM): im fucking crying
Raydrelle (11:44:40 PM): ahahah!
Raydrelle (11:44:46 PM): then my job here is done!
CYBILinPARADISE (10:44:41 PM): oh yea its done
CYBILinPARADISE (10:44:47 PM): please stop
Raydrelle (11:45:15 PM): now i cringe at every foot step
CYBILinPARADISE (10:45:03 PM): been there all dayyyy god ewwwwwwwwwwwww




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Saturday, August 18, 2007
Subject: AUGUST 18TH
Time: 4:55:47 PM EDT
Author:  raydrelle
Mood:  Quiet
Music:  SILENCE


I am two years sober today.



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Subject: MEREDITHS GARDEN QUILT TOP COMPLETED AUG 18 2007
Time: 4:53:03 PM EDT
Author:  raydrelle
Mood:  Surprised




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Saturday, August 11, 2007
Subject: Never Alone/Billys 13th Birthday
Time: 11:16:18 PM EDT
Author:  raydrelle
Mood:  Anxious
Music:  kids whispering in the dark


When advertisements are a form of cherished 'communication' between you and "SOMETHING ELSE"... then something is wrong,
the something else, what is it...
(its me....whispers)
its me telling me how i ought to be what i might have been what i should havedonewhatimeanttosayhowclose/fariamhowfatiamhowsoonillbedeadhowlostiam
 
 
and so it goes
 
 
I got Billy a cell phone.  I'm not sure, but I think I saw him kissing it, when he thought he was alone.  ;)


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Friday, August 10, 2007
Subject: MEREDITHS GARDEN REVISITED AUGUST 2007- I HATE THIS CAMERA
Time: 11:09:25 AM EDT
Author:  raydrelle
Mood:  Quiet
Music:  IM LISTENING TO MY KID YAP YAP YAPPITY YAP YAP YAP YAP YAP YAP YAP YAP




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Tuesday, August 7, 2007
Subject: Hideous Delish: Completed
Time: 6:50:04 AM EDT
Author:  raydrelle
Mood:  Happy
Music:  silence


               Hideous Delish

  Completed: Tuesday, August 7, 2007. 6:30 am



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Friday, July 6, 2007
Subject: I wish I lived in a forest of Pine
Time: 1:09:26 AM EDT
Author:  raydrelle
Music:  writing, thinking


 
I wish I lived in a forest of Pine
footsteps cushioned by a thousand years of silence


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Saturday, June 2, 2007
Subject: Remembering Pan
Time: 7:41:58 AM EDT
Author:  raydrelle
Mood:  Chillin'
Music:  watching Walk The Line




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