8:04:00 PM EST
Feeling Loopy
Hearing My dog snoring (rather feeling her snore next to me)
Rain for Christmas???

I rather love the old time Santa's . I think they remind you somewhat of innocence, an older , safer time perhaps. As the title says, I'm beginning to wonder if we're going to have nothing but rain for Christmas. It's rained all day here in NY, and it's nothing but sludge outside right now. Pickles has been playful and an absolute joy to be around. I admit in the first week , I had her ,I was worried because she was shy and rather serious working. But as this week has progressed she has started to wrestle and play and outright bounce all over the place. I think she's happy and has finally realized she's home and safe. The rain today has made things a little harder on us both.......This is the first time it's actually rained hard since she has been here. Each time I've taken her outside to try to go to the bathroom, she has stayed close by me and refused to do anything but shake and whine to go back in.
This is the first time for me , how apparent it is of what she survived in Katrina. I have been patient, talking to her, petting her and made several runs out with her to give her a chance to try to relieve herself. At one point when we went by our truck, she wanted to go under it......I believe that is how she found shelter was by hiding under things. She is such a beautiful loving dog. It breaks my heart when I hear her whine and know she is frightened. After going out at the very least a dozen times today, she began to relax and trust that I wasn't going to leave her. Surprisingly to the point of wanting to pounce in the mud puddles LOL( and yes, I was wet and muddy the last time I brought her in). I wish especially around this time of the year, people would realize how far a little patience , a kind word, or a loving gesture will go.
By seeing Pickles trusting and reaching out to me, I am amazed how forgiving she is for how she was treated by other humans. Remember hearing rumors when we where little, about on Christmas Eve the animals could speak. I think if we all listened to the animals life would be so much more forgiving and peaceful. I know I sound Nostalgic about animals and Pickles in general. I know I have survived alot in this life, and the courage it took me to go on. I won't say I was exactly forgiving........Perhaps I'm not only helping Pickles to heal over her ordeal, but she is teaching me a simple lesson in forgiveness. What a wonderful lesson and gift this holiday season. Wouldn't you agree? I have to remember it's the simple things that mean the most. I was almost not going to write a post in my Journal tonight.....But as an after thought I'm glad I did. My heart feels lighter, Pickles is snoring at my feet contently. And most of all I can share what I've learned with this awesome family of friends I'm discovering here. From my spirit to yours stay safe and loved, And most of all remember this holiday season to enjoy the simple things in life. Love Ya Indigo
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Soon Pickles will totally trust you. Enjoyed this entry, Indigo.
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Hello Indigo, found your blog from Chris(cacklinrose), nice to meet you. My name is Raven. I also have some Cherokee in me. I am going to browse now to learn more about you. So, you live in NY. I am in Oregon. Rain country here too,lol...Have you always lived in NY?
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How did I miss that Pickles survived Katrina? What a strong spirit that animal has. You two were meant for each other. I also love the old time Santa's. I used to have a collection of them but can only find one of them.
I'm glad you made this entry, Indigo. Most times I try to focus on the simple things because that's all I really have in life right now. Other times, I fret and worry beyond belief. You are sharing far more than you realize with this journal of yours and teaching some very basic lessons. Love ya, Chris
12/23/06 5:58 PM
Missie
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