Never Give Up

I was with Jeff last night... it was awsome!!! He's working not too far from here so he's driving back and forth everyday so I'll get to spend some time with him this weekend. I'm waiting for my jeans to wash before I go meet him tonight!

It looks like my soon to be X-husband had some kind of growth in his intestines... It might be cancer or something else... I am taking him in for a colonoscopy on Monday. I don't want to spend the whole afternoon waiting on him but someone has to be with him and I'm all he's got. He's understandably very scared. Pray that I have the patience and kindness to help him through this whatever it is.

Kira's surgery went well. She's doing pretty good today already. I ended up with Kurt and Zadie all night and all day the next day at work... My Dad watched Zadie a lot, and Kurt played computer games all day long!

I've been absolutely swamped at work lately!!! I am just now beginning to get caught up on everything... got all my parts on order and am catching up on warranty claims... I love having the long weekend, but it sure did set us back! And my check today was REALLY small!!!

A friend asked me today if finding out that Kelly might be dying changed how I feel about us breaking up and I've got to say it doesn't... it would be very sad, and I'd do whatever I can for him, but it doesn't change the fact that I can never trust him again. Our marrage is over.

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• #2 Comment from helmswondermom 
  7/17/08 12:14 AM | Permalink

  Of course you don't want him to be ill, and I think it's great that you are helping him get to the doctor.  I hope he isn't ill.  But you've made your decision, and you have to do what's best for you.
  Lori
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• #1 Comment from swmpgrly 
  7/11/08 9:01 PM | Permalink

  Im glad that his illness wouldnt change anything because he may just try to play that card.