~Strength for my journey~

~I love the song...I Surrender All~

...all to Jesus I surrender...all to him I fully give...

Today I was told by someone that I may be carrying old baggage around...bad memories,dreadful experiences from my past,which may be the cause for my many ailments. I was told I should seek some professional help to get pass these haunting's so that I can feel better physically and emotionally as well. I admit I do suffer from depression,but have never gave it a lot of thought as to why,other than the fact that I do  physically feel bad most all of the time and have little energy to do the things I really care to do. All this has had me wondering about myself ,and pondering on the question..Just what have I locked up in my secret room? I thought I had given all my cares and weights to my Lord in total surrender,but maybe I secretly held some back for whatever reason,I don't know. Maybe they were things I thought I needed to keep to think on, and try to resolve for myself. I did pray this morning that God's will be done in a certain situation...is God using a mouthpiece to reveal something for my own good or is it a trick of the Devil to try and convince me of my inadequacies. All I know is since this afternoon I have had a lump in my throat,(so to speak)and must come to terms with myself about this. The best way I know how is to deal with it straight up,the same way I always do,and that is by carrying it to the foot of the cross.

I totally agree we should surrender all to the Lord and we are commanded not to live in the past. I do think our minds sometimes works against our spirits to cause us inner turmoil . It's the flesh warring against the spirit,but I believe we who are God's children are more than conquerors by the blood of Christ and can be over comers of such distress.

I know the Lord is always watching out for me. He knows me better than I, are anyone else knows me. He knows my inner most feelings.  If I discover for myself that I have hidden secrets that I have even manage to hide from myself than he is able to deliver me from them and help me to come to terms with them.

I have no worries for ...If God be for me ...than who can be against me? Even if that WHO should be my own self........................

All to thee My blessed Savior ...I surrender all.............

Blessings to all, Sis. Shelley

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